killmesoftly08

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My ex boyfriend took my life away. And I want to find some one that will give it back to me.
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Life is not fair.
Life is not kind.
In life you dare.
Things are not refined.
It's never perfect.
It hurts sometimes.
You'll get the effect
When the wedding bell chimes.
It's not easy,
But the rewards are great.
You'll get through it
Just follow your fate.
Just keep your heart lit.
Through fire and rain.
Through storm and sun.
Things you'll feign.
Don't let love be one.
Pray always,
God has a plan.
Through it is usually.
Hard to understand.

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You were new
So was I
I saw you once
And felt I could fly
My breath was gone
As well as my heart
I knew nothing could tear us apart
Always you'd appear
Right before my eyes
With a heavenly smile
And an occasional "Hi"
For granted, I took yourhappiness
After you took my love
Now give me your attention
And I'll give you angels from above
My inside disappeared
When you touched my skin
And at that same moment
My emotions escaped from within
I only shed the tears
In which I couldn't Hide
Because I'd know they would draw you
Close by my side
What was fate turned into misunderstandings
And loneliness and heartache
But always we'd repair the pain
With constant feelings we couldn't shake
The knotted stomach I once felt
Knowing I'd see you again
No longer visits me
Because soon is the end.

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There are candles in my eyes,
A firecracker in my brain,
A match in my heart.
Now I am burning.
You are the cause of all this anger.
Striking the match with your words and actions.
You set fire to my emotions.
It spreads to my heart-
Out of control-
Rising to my brain.
The firecracker snaps,
Uncertain of what you have done.
You try to find the fire escape,
But find I am in control.
A trickle of sweat down your cheek-
Getting too hot for you?
Nervousness washing you,
I trap you in my ring of fire.
A tiger in a carnival,
Noticing me, Attacks.
Don't take me for a pushover!
With your sharp claws
You'll scratch me,
But I always survive.
I learn from the past.
I have strength.
Almost excited, I look at you,
Your appearance just a spell.
A strong tiger?
You are a snake,
And I won't let you strike.
You can't reduce me.
You can't extinguish me,
No matter how hard you try.
It's impossible.

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A true meaning of sisters
A sister is someone of a family
An older or younger sister
Someone to confide in
Blame trouble on
Share secrets and gossip
And run to four advice
No one could ever break sisters apart
Fights after fights
Tears after tears
Secrets after secrets
Laughter after laughter
There is an inseparable bond
A sister doesn't have to be blood-related
Nor in an exclusive family
You, My bestfriend, are all of the above
Through our years,
There were plenty of fights, secrets, gossip, tears, and laughs
Some things you and I will never forget
That is the true meaning of being sisters.

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loneliness smells like moth balls, preserved and stale. I sounds like a piano, playing only minor chords. Sometimes it sounds like wind chimes, blowing in the breeze. It tastes like cotton candy, sweet at first but fading quickly, dissolving. Loneliness looks like a scarred face, a face so homely  that you crave a second look, but can't bear a third. It feels like a cold floor on the most frigid winter night on bare feet. When loneliness comes for  a visit, you run, only to find that there's nowhere to hide. Loneliness is a mute creature, breathing cobwebs It is sad and troubled, waning you to cradle it in your arms and tuck it in at night.
loneliness has no companions.

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Dedicated to Jeremiah John Olson
September 14, 1990~May 1st, 2002
You took him away from me, But can I ask why?
Now all I can picture is an image in the sky.
He is my guardian angel always and forever.
We will always hold a sibling bond together.
Why did you pick me to survive on this frightful earth?
Why did Jeremiah have to die so soon after he went to work?
A part of me is gone that I never had time to know.
Why did you choose him to go?
I needed someone to take his place to help me survive.
You put many goals ahead of me which help me to strive.
I travel through this questionable land alone with no
one to hold my hand. I needed someone to help me stand.
I know he watches over me day in and day out. One
thing I never know is what he is thinking about.
I go through every celebration, holiday, and birthday as one.
At times I need to get away from it all, run.
I have so many questions, but nowhere to turn. I
need someone to teach me so I can learn.
All of my friends wonder who you really are. I
answer, "Just like me, But off in the far."
Jeremiah, I wish you were by my side everyday. When I
was little, I always needed someone to play.
Watch over me when I am in trouble. Protect me
with your giant love bubble.
Hopefully, we can meet again and be a family, four person in one.
Finally, My wish will be granted. I will have a brother.

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