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Calling it quits when I get to poem/song number 30. Hope you guys liked my stuff!Jess
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Like two puzzles mixed
Some things just don't fit together
Like thunder and water, ice and fire
Like something new and something whethered
Like black and white
Like round and square
Like hot and cold
Or ugly and fair
Like sharp and dull
Like day and night
Like long and short
Or wrong and right
You... see more can't have it both ways
You need to make up your mind
If you look close enough
The answer you will find
You can't love and hate
You can't die and live
You can't say you'll try
And then refuse to give
Some things don't fit together
And we still can't say why
Some things don't fit together
Just like you and I...
Written by Jess
Submitted by Jess#puzzles, #mixed
Scars and broken hearts
Will be the last to heal
Vengeful, unforgiving
And yet they seem surreal
The vengeful like to hurt
By telling poison lies
Yet the unforgiving will do anything
Just to see you cry
So fake a smile and try and stay
Away from their tradedy
The more you stay and wonder
The... see more more a part of them you'll be
They do need help it's true
But usually it's too late
If you stay around too long
You give them something to hate
It's true, all our hearts have broken
At least once or twice
To be alone is so depressing
As shadows chill us all like ice
So never underestimate
A broken heart of scar
Because if you give it time
It will become who they are
Written by Jess
Submitted by Jess#scars, #broken, #hearts
Fatal words of tragedy,
Spin into lullabies
They burn into my memory
As I tell loving lies
More forward into dawn
Or back into regret
And act like the future told you
That your fate has been set
"Didn't I know you?"
You say to the mirror
And you look into his eyes
You see into his fear
But... see more you don't run away,
You look closer to see
That he's really looking forward
To finally being free
You chained yourself to fate
Thinking you have nowhere to go
But there's so much more out there
That you have to see to know.
Written by Jess
Submitted by Jess#memory
My empty promises
Led to our demise
And I could never tell you how I really feel
And for that I eternally apologize
I hope you never forget the tapping at your window
With the harsh cold and the jealousy
Running through my bones
We were both selfish, but I think I was more
I would like to thank... see more you, for showing me
A part of myself that I have never seen
Yeah, we were young and dumb, but it still was fun
And I guess these things just tend to fall apart
And I hope you feel the same
My empty promises
My empty promises
Brought us to an end
I just hurt you and I never looked back
Now I have no logic to defend
I hope you never forget the tapping at your window
With the harsh cold and the jealousy
Running through my bones
We were both selfish, but I think I was more
I would like to thank you, for showing me
A part of myself that I have never seen
Yeah, we were young and dumb, but it still was fun
And I guess these things just tend to fall apart
I would like to thank you, for showing me
A part of the world that I have never seen
Yeah, I was young and dumb, but it still was fun
I'm forever indebted to you
I hope you feel the same
You seem like such a big part
Of my life and my heart
But the truth is I've found something new
And she easily towers over you
You seem like such a big part
Of my life and my heart
But the truth is I've found something new
And she easily towers over you
Written by The Spill Canvas
Submitted by Jess
Believeing, deceiving
Look into the sun.
Reliving, forgiving,
What have I done?
More lying, still dying
Can't push this away
Stressing, confessing
Now what will you say?
I'm sorry, so sorry
That I didn't tell you
I was nervous, and scared
I didn't know what to do
Reliving, forgiving
I'm... see more so glad you're alright.
No more crying, or lying
Now everything's right.
Written by Jess
Submitted by Jess#forgiven
Stories weaved and spun
Put together like sweet dreams
And told in such loud voices
So they drown out my screams
Hurting high above the rest
But hiding deep within my smile
You want to know what's wrong?
Well that could take a while.
The empathetic enemy
That I see in the mirror
She tries to... see more fix the world
While shedding silent tears
Her optimistic words
Mixed with pessimistic fears,
Build as she soaks in all the lies
And tries to dry her tears
She told me that she's broken
That she doesn't want to lie
But she can't ever bare to see
When her friends start to cry
The reflection spoke so loudly
Though silence filled the room
Then she began to smile
It's her mask, and her tomb
Tomb of lies and content
She looked as happy as could be
But she looked in my eyes and said
"Don't you lie to me"
Written by Jess
Submitted by Jess#heart
Another night again
Another journey without friends
Another fight to wish away, the loneliness I live
Another circus show
Another face that I don't know
Another night of people asking what I have to give
I thought that I would drown
But it's ok right now
And all the miles away I feel
A part... see more of me I have to fight
Buried somewhere deep beneath my skin
The emptiness in me is faded
And I can see my life is waiting
Now I know I’m living for who I am
Now I know I'm living for who I am
The fire crawls inside
The feeling can not be denied
When everywhere I turn the signs and guides, they push me
I was fallin down
It's ok right now.....
And all the miles away I feel
A part of me I have to fight
Buried somewhere deep beneath my skin
The emptiness in me is faded
And I can see my life is waiting
Now I know I’m living for who I am
Everything seems grey
And everyone is fake
And no one really knows you
Look into their eyes
Rip off your disguise
Let them see the real you
And all the miles away I feel
A part of me I have to fight
Buried somewhere deep beneath my skin
The emptiness in me is faded
And I can see my life is waiting
Now I know I’m living for who I am
Now I know I'm living for who I am
Written by Smile Empty Soul
Submitted by Jess
lost in a haunting thought
spinning me around once more
I wake, just to feel the wait
as the daylight comes around I turn
with my eyes on the back door
your face is light and cocaine white
one message beating through
smokes filled the air
and I'm struggling to breathe
let them be calm so I... see more finally can sleep
everything you intended to say
don’t go back on your words
you always said you'd tell me first
verse after endless verse
I can't escape the echo words
I long, long to find a cure for the fear
that I find in these cords
I smile as it burns
your face is light and cocaine white
one message beating through
I've been erased
I've been erased from the picture
excuse, oh no anything goes
excuses, you know it doesn’t work
excuse, oh no anything goes
excuses don’t work.
Excuse me this will close im desperate
excuse me this will close im desperate
smokes filled the air
and I'm struggling to breathe
let them be calm so I finally can sleep
everything you intended to say
don’t go back on your words
you always said you'd tell me first
smokes filled the air
and I'm struggling to breathe
let them be calm so I finally can sleep
Written by Circa Survive
Submitted by Jess#theives
No one can see tears
In such heavy rain
And no one said
That I wasn't in pain
I swore I'd never lie
And I swear I never did
But when you gave up
My true feelings I hid
Don't tell me that you hate me
Cause you know that isn't true
Otherwise you wouldn't say
"I said I love you and I swear I... see more still do"
You probably don't like it
Cause you don't think I'm hurting like I should
But if I had tears to cry
You know I f*cking would
It breaks my heart to know
That you're still going to try
To get through to me at all
Because it makes me want to die
So I'm telling you, move on
If you stay you're going to see
That you push me farther away
Everytime you try and talk to me
But if decide to stay
And not listen to my words
I won't feel bed for you
And you get what you deserve
"But I can't stop you
Falling like a star
Sinking like a stone
Watching as the world you're in
Slowly takes it's toll"
Written by Jess
Submitted by Jess#lucky
Will you walk straight?
We’re not like them
To fool them in,
Make it seem like you're in trouble
Make a sound,
Fake it enough.
What made you so scared?
Maybe you're mistaken for someone who cares
If you remember, remember
I’ve been trying to get back to the center
I’m sure it’s not... see more like it was before
To make them drink,
Tell them that it’s only water
No one leaves
’Till we figure this out
What made you so scared?
Maybe you're mistaken for someone who cares
Patience,
Both we and our words are over produced by influence
By influence
Patience
Both we and our words are over produced by influence
By influence
By influence
I’m only asking if you remember, remember
I’ve been trying to get back to the center
And I’m sure it’s not like it was...
Written by Circa Survive
Submitted by Jess#appalled
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