bigmonkey1119

love comes and goes until u meet that 1 person that comes into your life and wont let you go.

sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same thing.
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Dear Facebook,

Facebook has honestly ruined my life. My girlfriend feels the need to become anorexic to match the people online. She can not truly see that I love her for who she is. Now all she does is threaten to hurt herself because she believes I will leave her for someone on Facebook. She will no longer see that the happiest I have ever been is with her. All she sees is what she sees on Facebook. We are still together. But I miss her. I miss the woman that wasn't obsessed about a website and other people and was just obsessed about being happy and being with me. I wish you could actually meet her. She's a beautiful girl, with an even more amazing heart. I know she's still that girl. I know none of it is really personal. She is just scared. I'm there for her. I wish she could understand it. I'm here for her. And I always will. I know someday things will get back on track, and I'm hoping tonight is the first step in the right direction. If not, tomorrow will. I won't give up til she sees how beautiful and wonderful she is even if it takes me the rest of my life. I love her. I miss her. Please give her back to me.

#facebook, #love, #poem, #song, #trust, #relationship, #heart, #feelings, #alone

keep this in mind when faced with a difficult decision:

sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same thing.

#sometime, #love, #hate, #people, #problem

i believe i can accept failure. People blame me for their wrongs because they can't hadle it themselves, but i can. I am the scapegoat because i am the strongest and willing to admit i screwed up. I can take your critcism because it just fuels my fire to prove you wrong. i can accept failure because i am a leader. I am told to lead by example, so i shut my mouth and keep moving forward, not letting t effect me because in the end i will succeed and be a success.

#success, #love, #hate, #pain, #wrong

Where are you today, i wish that i knew
cause lookin around there's no sign of you
how do i find better when i've had the best
you said there were more fish in the sea so the water i will test
im holding my heart out but clutching it too
feeling the sort of love we once both knew
i call you home when im not even close
feeling the fool who was left exposed

#love, #hate, #happy

i will never giveup, because only then have i truely failed.

failing is one step closer to succeeding.

when we fall we pick ourselves up, when others fall we help them up.

everyone says you will fail. but you believe you can do it, and thats the only opinion that matters.

#fail, #failure, #love, #hate, #happy, #happiness

what is the meaning of life?
that is the age old question.

give life a meaning!

#life, #love, #hate, #happiness, #happy

haha i dont know why i am so happy. this feeling just crept up inside of me out of the darkness of my heart. I was saddened and depressed and now i am relieved of this stress. i dont know what to do or say, it just amazing to feel this way.  people are telling me i am too happy. can you be "too happy?" happiness is a goal we all strive for but very few of us can find. amazingly happiness has found me. it did not come in the form of a woman, or money or a promotion but rather just finally noticing the little things in life. the way the waves splash together in the wind, the way the grass moves as a green ocean tide when the wind strikes, and the way the clouds gently float away aimlessly into the distance. happiness is like a butterfly if you try reaching for it, it wil simply elude the grasp of your fingers. where if you are patiant it will land on your shoulder and find you.

#happy, #happiness, #love, #hate

" The most important thing in life is not to care what anyone thinks, if they call you crazy, say it's impossible, or even HATE you for what you think, because at the end of every single day for the rest of your life, when you're lying in bed in those few moments before you fall asleep, it's YOUR mind that you are left with. So do what you want, what YOU care about, and you'll have no problems falling asleep at night."

#love, #feelings

I scream ,

but no one listens.

I cry,

But no one sees,

no one can see past my fake smile,

No one can see the pain,

See the hurt

I laugh,

But inside im screaming.

I smile,

Hiding what I really feeling,

I have so much to live for,

But im shielding myself from reality.

I hurt, I scream, I cry,

But no one knows how I really feel,

I hide myself from them,

The real me,

is invisible to them.

#pain

A group of graduates, well established in their careers, were talking at a reunion and decided to go visit their old university professor, now retired. During their visit, the conversation turned to complaints about stress in their work and lives. Offering his guests hot chocolate, the professor went into the kitchen and returned with a large pot of hot chocolate and an assortment of cups -porcelain, glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive, some exquisite - telling them to help themselves to the hot chocolate. When they all had a cup of hot chocolate in hand, the professor said:

"Notice that all the nice looking, expensive cups were taken, leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress. The cup that you're drinking from adds nothing to the quality of the hot chocolate. In most cases it is just more expensive and in some cases even hides what we drink. What all of you really wanted was hot chocolate, not the cup; but you consciously went for the best cups... And then you began eyeing each other's cups.

Now consider this: Life is the hot chocolate; your job, money and position in society are the cups. They are just tools to hold and contain life. The cup you have does not define, nor change the quality of life you have. Sometimes, by concentrating only on the cup, we fail to enjoy the hot chocolate God has provided us. God makes the hot chocolate, man chooses the cups. The happiest people don't have the best of everything. They just make the best of everything that they have.

Live simply.

Love generously.

Care deeply.

Speak kindly.

And enjoy your hot chocolate!

#expression, #life, #love, #world, #feelings

Why do I exist. 16 years old…what does that really mean. No one in the world really cares. I get showered with gift and I didn’t even do anything. I am praised because of something my parents did. Why is a birthday special. It just lets you realize that you’re a day closer to death. It lets you see how in 16 years, or 5844 days I have accomplished nothing. What do I have to show for myself. I still live with my parents, im still in school, I never did anything really exciting in life. My life is just a quick route from a to b. a being birth to b being death. Its just another day closer I am to my death, why is it celebrated. Yay I'm wasting my life, I have 1 less day to live my life than yesterday. I get congratulations and hi fives and the whole act but no one really cares. They could care less about me. They only go through the motions because its been instilled in them. Why is it we celebrate birthdays. Everyone has one and it comes once a year. Its nothing special. Every one at a party is all happy for you but they don't care. They only came because they would lose a benefit somehow if they didn't. I don't want a bunch of fake people telling me congratulations for something I had no control over. I want it to be just another regular day. Saying its my birthday won't make it any more special16 years old and my best years are ahead of me. Who ever came up with that is an idiot. My days of innocence are gone, no one trust me, no one likes me. How can it get better. My best days are behind me…and they weren't even that great.

#love, #death, #pain, #alone, #together, #feelins

the words from your lip
always did you lie
this heart you did rip
forever i shal cry
look into my eyes
do you see the pain
my life you now see dies
knowing not in vain

#what, #love, #hate, #feelings, #alone, #anger, #heart

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