I ASK MYSELF HOW CAN I LOOK YOU AND THE EYE AND NOT FEEL HURT OR PAIN.
I smile because i learned to show no emotion.
For me to love over and over again and be hurt as much as i love.
I continue to be persistent and search for that true love.
I look in the mirror and hope to see what i thought was a person of love.
but as i look i see a person who is trying to be everything but me.
But how do i be me without being a big dissappointment to those around me
I sometimes find myself wishing that i didnt have a heart because therefore if i had no heart i would have no feelings.
No eyes,therefore if i had no eyes i wouldnt have the tears to cry everytime someone break my heart.
No ears,therefore if i had no ears i wouldnt be able to hear those words its over.
No eyes,therefore if i had no eyes i wouldnt see what having a good heart would get me(NOTHIN BUT A SAD STORY).