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i watch u so i can hear u scream!
we will use this blue stream.
it was so beautiful just like ur face!
slow and easy at a steady pace
pull the knife, u should have stayed home that night!
u trusted me but to me trusting is nothing!
shh now not a sound i hear ur heart pound
as i slowly pull ur flesh
ur blood trickels to the floor, o god i want more
as i lay u to rest i stab a knife into ur chest!
o what a beautiful mess!
ur lifeless body so sweet and pure
u were such a stupid whore
that will teach u to mess with me on.........
halloween

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i sit here and womder
wonder wat the futture might bring
i no some day ti will bring spring
spring will bring joy and happiness
ooo how i need it so
i long to b happy and full of joy
i watch every 1 else
how happy they all seem
deep down they long as i do
they long for happiness 2
ooo no wat shuold i do
should i pout
should i shout
should i kick and mak my self sick
should i end it now
i shouldnt take this
and im not
its overĀ  its over
my life is gone
wasted away into nothing ness
only to be remembered 4 my faults
so..... iu no longer have 2 wonder
wonder what the future might hold

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wat isĀ happiness
well happiness is
Hurry to b wit loved 1s
Are u satisfied wit where ur life is
Peop;le envy u and ur smmile
Poeplewonder how they can b that happy
Is this rlly wat happiness is
NO its NOT
Every 1 has different opinions
So wats urs
say wat u mean and b glad wit it
and that 2 me is happiness
the big quistion is r u truly happy
AM i truly happy
the answer is .... yes
wat would ur answer b?!?!?

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i dont like myself beacuse
the way i hurt my body
therse so many cuts and brusies
i dont understand why i have 2 do it
my arms r so ugly ang scarred
when i walk by every one ......points and stairs
that makes me feel so bad
that feeling i cant control
it talkes over my body
when it happens i no wut 2 do
i carry the blade with me
in class i ask 2 be excused
i go 2 the bathroom and look the door
i have 2 hurry...someone might come
when i cut i become none
all the blood fills my arm
the sink is now red
i rence it out so no one sees
i get a paper towel 2 my arm....tight
stoop tyhe bleeding on my armoits just like doing coke and meth
its so addicting
but it feels so good
my friends think im crazy
i try 2 stop but i just cant
the pain drives me insane
if i dont i go crazy
wherenn can i go 2 escape this harshh harsh world
i cut 2 escape but when i cut i cant quit
no matter wat i do!

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god didnt promise
days without pain
laughter without sorrow
or sun without rain
but god did promise
strength for the day
comfort for the tears
and alight for the way
and for all who believe
in his kingdomĀ above
he answers in thier faith
with ever lasting love

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god didnt promise
days without pain
laughter without sorrow
or sun without rain
but god did promise
strength for the day
comfort for the tears
and alight for the way
and for all who believe
in his kingdomĀ above
he answers in thier faith
with ever lasting love

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my life is pain
every where i go i bring pain
pain to my family
pain to my friends
pain to myself
at least when i cut i control the pain
the pain feels so good
the pain feels so rite
im use to the pain
it doesent even hurt any more
i guess i cant call it pain then
so its fake bliss
bliss comes when i pick up that blade
bliss comes when my skin splits wide open
bliss is the feelig i get when i think i might get caught
pain/bliss i cant tell the diffrence
no matter what it is pain or bliss it feels good........it feels rite

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why must i do this awful thing to myself
why must my blood drench the floor
why must i have sso much pain
i have to do it
i need to do it
why?!?
its a sick addiction
its a stress relieviing addiction
why?!?
all my friends do it
why?!?
rlly why is it that we have to cut
its a way to cope
its a way to escape
why?!?
why must anyone cut

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be you
only you
dont let anyony tell deffrent
when you do something make sure its wat you want to do
aim high at everything you do
be you
only you

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