kellyvs

i am 26 n live in s wales in the uk
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if you ever need me
and im nowhere to be found
just place youe hane on your heart
and there i am.

Funeral Blues

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He is Dead.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

    -- W.H. Auden

Look into my eyes
and see my pain
the mesery im suffering
is driving me insane

you never see nothing
thats under youe nose
im screaming to you
HELP ME
but you hear nothing at all

what will it take for you to see
whats happening to me

i ve tried to explain
but you dont understand
maybe its because you have
never sufferd like i am

i wish you would hold me
and tell me im fine
but i cant see that happening
not in this life time

maybe one day
ill not be here
and then you might realize
that if only you had said
"my luv you are fine"

guilt is for something that you ve done
guilt is something that cant be undone
guilt is for something we all regret

regret is something that we have done
regret is another one that cant be undone

my guilt and regret is for something
that i have done
im sorry i done it
but it cant be undone

,

as the dawn appears
and the night slips away
i get this feeling
its going to be another
boring day
the same as yesterday
and the day before
when is this feeling going to end
when will it not be there anymore

id like to start the day as happy as can be
with no worry or stress
put on me

i do the same thing day in and day out
i get out of bed and start cleaning the house
by the time ive done that it is breakfast time
and the kids are awake and giving
me a hard time,
then its time to get dressed
and drive them to school,
a couple hours of peace while they are in school,
then you get up and start nagging at me
ive done nothing wrong so leave me alone,
then off you go on your way without a care for the rest of the day,
before i know it ,
it is 3 o clock pick the kids up and go to the shops,
then tea time arrives and bed time follows,
why is everyday so boring ??

i get in to bed and lie quiet in the dark 
thinking of the day that has past
knowing that tommorow will be the same 
i dont think it will ever change.

as the dawn appears 
and the night slips away 
i think it is going to be another 
boring day.




 





you was nt there for me when i needed you the most
i looked around the hospital and all the other women
had they re partners with them to hold they re hand
and tell them all was going to be ok,
instead you left me there on my own
i was so so scared,
i had to come face to face with it
and what i saw was every womens nitemare
i know you did nt want me to do it but you said
you would stand by my side well where was you
because you was nt by my side, i did nt want to do it either but
i done it for all of us, so id like to say to you thanks for nothing again,

,

a friend is someone you turn to
when your feeling down
who will pick you up
and help turn all the bad
things around

a friend is some who will
turn to you
when they are feeling down
who you can help
to get they re  feet back on
the ground

a friend is someone
who will never moan at
what you have to say
a friend will take it all in
and try to help you on
your way

a friend is what i ve found
in you
who i can turn to everyday 
who will help wipe my tears away
 and never moans
about what i have to say

so i thank you my friend
for just being you.





i look around the room
and all i see
is three little faces
looking up at me

i give them love and
everything they need
but is that enough
for them to grow
into the people i
want them to be

i hope they turn out
the way i want them to be

if they dont i ll hav
no one to blame other than me

i look in the mirror and all i see
is someone i dont reconize
what has happened to me
where as she gone
that person i used to see .


maybe one day she will come back to me .

why should i forgive what you have
done to me
you ve hurt me so bad and
you dont even see
every morning i wake up with this feeling inside
i feel like im dying and all i want to do is cry

if this feeling ever goes inside
then maybe i can think about
giving us another try

but will there allways be dought
that you ll do it again
is it easyer to leave so
there is no more pain

you ve taken the spark that
was in my eyes
because you ve put this feeling inside

you say you dont understand
because it is no big deal
but trust me my darling it is
a big deal to me

so im sorry my luv
i cant forgive you right now.

, , ,

my relationship has been one big lie
i dont know what to do other
than cry
you ve broken my heart for the
second time
because you ve done nothing
but lie

why did you keep this secret
from me
knowing what it would do to
me
i dont know what to do anymore
do i stay or walk out the door

how can you hurt someone
the way you have hurt me
you said that you loved me
and now i see

all you think of is yourself,not me.

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