As You all know i had a boyfriend who i fell in love with. he left he disappeared i thought he was dead i did everything i could to find him guess what he came back in September-October 2010 he had cancer he fought then he ran. he ran away from everyone who cared then he went back to them then he came back to me. he came back told me that he loved me. honestly i still loved him but i got hurt again. i cant believe how many times i let this guy hurt me. he was back for all of 3 weeks at tops i kinda think it may have been 2 weeks i try to block it out i guess i succeed at some of it. well getting off track. i wrote poems i emailed i looked for a number i did everything. finally i got in contact with his old friend my old friend i guess you can say. we talked she gave me a email address and everything a cell number. we mainly kept in contact through email then he disappeared again..... then a few weeks i got a new cell phone and texted him and got a response. i pretty excited and wrote back right away and got a response again saying ttyl so i wrote back in the morning. my response back was he was addicted to sex and was with another girl. apparently she never left yet. i was like okay and he said he cheated on me and idk how he did that when the whole time we werent together just talking the whole morning he was being a asshole to me doing the same thing different time. he pushed me away before i knew what he was doing so i said okay good bye forever and i just cant forget him. he ment the world to me i was willing to give up family and friends for him but apparently he wasnt on the same page..... one day i was thinking about everything and i didnt delete his number i just couldnt do it i tried and didnt manage. i texted him that day and asked why he came back why he led me on why he did this to me why he just had to break me again after i pulled myself together. my response back was why are you texting me i told you to stop talking to me. ugh i just need to know why you wanted to hurt me why???? ZANE BEE CALOR i dont understand why but i know its over and im happy it is but ill be broken until i know why and that prolli just makes you laugh..............
Love is you + me You + me was destiny Destiny that happened once Happened once upon a time Once upon a time I was happy I was happy with you With you I knew it was true It was true love Love that is just a dream A dream I wish was still real.
To me there is only one way One way to know that you really were in love You think about that person every day Every day goes by you feel above Above the clouds in the sky In the sky what ever happens you can't forget Can't forget those days Those day where we were together We were together you and me You and me forever and ever Forever and ever you said to me You said to me you loved me You loved me and i loved you I loved you and i still do I still do no matter what No matter what i cant get you off my mind I
cant get you off my mind every day Every day this is my reminder My reminder that there is only one way One way to know i was really in love Really in love with you With you it was so true
I See Your Name Every Time I Read It On That Dotted Line I Love Seeing It But I Just Cant Believe It You Up And Walked Away You Left Me Here By The Way Every Day I Prey I Prey Ud Come Back Someday Even Though I Know You Wont I Still Have Hope I Hope Ud Come Back To Me My Bumble Bee Because No Matter What You Still Mean The World To Me I Want To Stop Spreading These Tears For You Im Sick And Tired Of Feeling Like Poo And When I Said I Love You I Hope You Ment It To
I Miss The Way We Used To Be I Miss The You And Me I Miss The Way I Felt When I Fell Asleep I Miss The Way You Said You Loved Me I Miss Talking To You Now I Just Feel Like Poo I Cant Move On Knowing I Still Love You
i see that guy across the way i hope he looks my way i want to say hey but would he say hey or laugh and walk away i need my heart back because i feel so out of whack courage is what i need i plead and plead answer my prayers im scared of those players i miss the way i was now its just about the buzz the buzz i feel when i take that bottle im not much of a role model i dont care what it takes i know i want my heart back though
He Broke my heart i don't know where to start It hurt so much now i cant handle anyone's touch He Was the love of my life and he stabbed me with a knife it never works out there's no doubt i have to move on it feels so wrong there's times when i want to die i can't say bye i put a mask on everyday that mask will soon fade away only the hurt will be left in place i hope i can keep pace i get left in the past i hope that heart break will be the last
everyday i look into my past fighting back tears that just want to escape my eyes i look back and see how much i fell i fell in love with zane bee caylor i swear hes the love of my life when i go through everything hed ever said to me i still cant figure out why he just stopped loving me when i read i cant help it these tears just pour wishing he would email me or something wishing he would come back into my life everyday i feel broken , ever since he use to say how mush he loved me and couldn't live with out me i believed him and i got hurt i guess i deserved it i hurt him once too but nothing like this i once told Zane my heart belong only to you i think he still has my heart or he through it away because i never feel the same as i did before i feel so empty in side like ... like there no more reason to live haha i have even called one of he's old friends and got her to go look because i couldn't oh what i would give to have been able to tell him everything i have ever wanted to tell him on that last converstion only if i knew it was the last wait if i knew i would have prolii beg and beg him not to forget me well thats all i got to say for now but pleas eif any one knows zane caylorwho is 19 please tell him angel b is lookin for him and loves him i love you zane writing this feel so kidish of me even though i am 19 lol
When me and Zane got back together i fell back into love with him and he got sick after a while he had some kind of Cancer. When i found out i was so sad i thought he was dead. I asked everyone i could but i wasn't getting any answers. So when i finally got to talk to him i asked if he was healthy and he said now i am. I was so happy then some days past he stopped talking to me. I was e-mailing him over and over asking why why now why break his promise.I have start calling his old friends Jessica and Matty i thought because they were my former friends maybe they know.I got in touch with Jessica and she told me that he hasn't talked to any of us meaning her,me, and Matty. I asked Jess to find Matty and ask him for the number to Zane because he is the only one who knows the number to where Zane is at. When she went to ask Matty got mad at her and said never mention Zane name in front of him again. When i called her back and she told me all this i was so sad all i could do was cry. I have been trying to get ahold of my love for about hmm August 2008. Its almost been a year now. If someone who reads this and knows Zane Bee Calor please tell him that Angel.B.Banks loves him and misses him.
If You Zane Calor reads this your self i still love you and i miss you please get in contacts with me please over the internet.
I will always love you forever and always i will never feel the same about anyone else but you Zane you are my true love
I miss you so much I Love you forever and always Angel.B.Banks
My love story it Started out in the summer time like a month after me and my ex bf broke up. I met this one guy whos friend thought i was hott so he added me on myspace and then all the sudden we started to talk. Matty still liked me but he backed off for Zane. For the whole summer we talked 2 weeks before summer was over he asked me to be his gf. I couldnt help but say yes bcuz i thought i was in love. After wards he never talked to her all the time like we use to talk so then i dumped him. He hurt me by not talking to me and i hurt him by breaking he heart. after I met this guy Aaron and he asked me to be his date to the dance in town I said ok. the whole night we had fun. when the dance was over he drove me home and then he kissed me. we started hanging out and a week after he asked me if i wanted to be his gf. I said yes and we hung out every night went to dinner and then everything changed a month and one week after. I found out that he went out drinking and cheating on me. so then i broke up wiht him, we still talk in all but i told him that thats all we can be. Me and Zane Started Talkin again he allways told me he was sorry for not talking to me. He still thought i was with Aaron but i finally told him and he was so happy. Now all he has to do is make a commentment to me to talk to me in a boring convo or fun no matter what we will talk. He told me yes to my one rule and we hopefully will soon be together again soon.
I AM SO SORRY FOR EVER HURTING U ZANE IT WAS A MISTAKE TO EVER LEAVE U
I LOVE YOU ZANE WITH ALL MY HEART FOREVER AND EVER I JUST KINDA TOLD EVERYONE ON LOVELANDIA BCUZ IT IS SO TRUE I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS
Your the first thing i think anout when i wake up your the onei think about before i go to bed your the one i think about in school your the one i think about all day and night your the one i think about on weekends your the one i think about when your not here i thinkg about you all the time love you
From the first time you said you missed me
from the first time you said loved me
from the first time you put your arm around me
from the first time we walked around as a couple
from the first time you gramb my hand
from the first time you kissed me on the cheek
from the first time you kissed me on the lips
for the first time i think i am in love
Love you always
As You all know i had a boyfriend who i fell in love with.he left he disappeared i thought he was dead i did everything i could to find himguess whathe came back in September-October 2010he had cancer he fought then he ran. he ran away...
Love is you + meYou + me was destinyDestiny that happened onceHappened once upon a timeOnce upon a time I was happyI was happy with youWith you I knew it was trueIt was true loveLove that is just a dreamA dream I wish was still real.
To me there is only one way One way to know that you really were in love You think about that person every day Every day goes by you feel above Above the clouds in the sky In the sky what ever happens you can't forget Can't forget those...
I See Your Name Every TimeI Read It On That Dotted LineI Love Seeing ItBut I Just Cant Believe ItYou Up And Walked AwayYou Left Me Here By The WayEvery Day I PreyI Prey Ud Come Back SomedayEven Though I Know You Wont I Still Have HopeI...
I Miss The Way We Used To BeI Miss The You And Me I Miss The Way I Felt When I Fell AsleepI Miss The Way You Said You Loved MeI Miss Talking To YouNow I Just Feel Like PooI Cant Move On Knowing I Still Love Youshort yes but this was on...
i see that guy across the wayi hope he looks my wayi want to say heybut would he say hey or laugh and walk awayi need my heart backbecause i feel so out of whackcourage is what i needi plead and plead answer my prayersim scared of those...