nyjel

i love poems! un lang pho! NYJEL -dEsPaIrCruSh_OcHo- -BrOkEnHeArT-
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Now that you know the truth

In my sight will you still be staying

Coz without you as my friend will

Held my heart to the ground and

If i walk by you my heart will

Endure no pain but happiness..=c

I’m sorry for what I don’t do
But you got to believe I really love you
I know it hurts for you not knowing
And I’m sorry I don’t let my feelings show
I know I’m not the one you first met
I feel so helpless when it comes to you
I really don’t know what to do
I see now that I’m pushing you away
And I’m scared you won’t be here one day
That’s one fear I hold in my heart
I’m scared of love I said it from the start
Please don’t leave me because I don’t understand
Why now it’s so hard to hold your hand
I’m sorry that I can’t see
That you've always wanted to be with me
I’m scared one day you will leave me
It’s hard for me to understand
I will try to change I promise I will
I will start to show you how I feel
If you stay you will not regret
Because one day I’ll be the one you first met

, ,

your not the first to break my heart

but you'll never be the last to have it

so take good care of it!

while it's yours!

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i never had the had the one who could give me something that i deserve though i have given them everything they wanted!
i just don't understand why they've always wanted to hurt and fool me!

make me feel like an idiot!
i'll always be the one who's left behind thinking what have i done wrong!?

every single one of them has hurt me!

and the stupid thing is i always



for everything that i did that hurt you!
for every single tear that fell!
for every pain i put you through!
for every argument that has been made!
for every words that has been said and done!
for every blood that bleeds!
and
for all the love and affection!

but sorry is never enough!
you said it so, "d ako 2matanggap ng sorry"!

so i'm gonna put this words in action
and maybe somehow you'll see that all
those mentioned above i feel it too!
i just can't show it!but i do!
and it hurts because everytime it
happens you quesioned me!


i hate the way you smile
coz it felt like i couldn't live a day without it

i hate the way you kiss me
coz no one has ever kissed me like that before

i hate the way you make me giggle
coz i know that somehow my chicks are getting red

and i hated it everytime you get mad at me
coz it's the last thing on my lists
that i wanted to happen every
single day of my life
that i'm with you

you dont deserve all the affection in the world
you dont deserve the beauty that is made by the lord
you dont deserve my love anyways
coz youre the type of shit that dont know how to love both ways

tutal ala nmng mkkbasa nito eh mabuti pa sabihin Q na lht ng sama ng loob Q!
sa nanay Q na mukhang napabayaan na kami at wala ng inatupag kundi ang bago nyang pamilya!
sa tatay Q na sobra ang expectation saken,pero lagi Qng na di-disappoint!
sa iba Qng pamilya na d Q maramdamang pamilya ang turing nila samen!
sa iba Qng fwendz na mukang nakalimutan na Q!
sa kapatid Q na wala ng inatupag kundi ang boyfriend nya!
sa girlfriend Q na d Q maramdamang girlfriend Q xa,at wala ring inatupag kundi ang makipag landian sa iba!d ba nya alam na nasasaktan aQ o wala lng talaga xang paki!?
cno ba sa inyo ang nkk alam na gs2 Q ng mamatay kung pede now na eh!
kung ala aQ sa katinuan baka d Q na magawa 2ng blog na 2!papatayin Q na sarili Q kahit kasalanan sa diyos yun!

ayoko na talaga pagod na Q, sawa na Q!lagi na lng bng gan2 ang takbo ng buhay Q!?
lagjng nasasaktan at niloloko,pinaglalaruan at pinapaasa!?
ewan malas lng talaga yata aQ sa lht ng bagay!

ikaw may paki ka ba saken kahit d kita kaibigan o kakilala!?
may concern ka ba kahit konti man lang!?
aware ka ba na lagi na lng aQng nsasaktan!?

tulungan mo nmn aQ oh!?
parang awa mo na PLS!!!!!!!!!

I have had a few relationships of mine!Every single one of them is different to each other!But three of them made me feel one thing.Something that no word can describe!

It's like my heart is pounding so fast that i couldn't manage breathing,my ears are on fire and my words began to sound bubbly!
Yun ang gusto Qng mrmdam sa tuwing maiinlove aQ!Pero hindi sa lht ng panahon na nainlove aQ eh naramdaman Q un!May something sa tatlong un na d Q alam, and that's one of the reasons Qng bkt sobwah Q clang mhl!
Ngaun i'm starting to feel it with someone peo d Q alam Qng tama!Ang dami Qng nakktang mali pero hinahayaan Q ang sarili Q na mahulog sa kanya ng sobra sobra!
cguro dahil na rin sa ngaun Q na lng uli 2 nrmdaman at to the highest level pa!
okay na sana lht samin peo nung tanungin Q xa Qng ano kami ang sagot nia "naguguluhan aQ eh,may gumugulo sa isip Q"!Natulala aQ, sabi Q cge pag isipan mo yan makakapag intay naman aQ eh,wag mo lng aQng paasahin!Bigla kaming natahimik tapos nagsisimula ng pumatak ang luha nia,pinipigilan Q xang maiyak pero ayaw Q nmn na aQ ang tuluyang bumigay sa kanya habang magkayakap kami at umiiyak xa narinig Qng sabi nia "pati b nmn ikaw iiwan rin aQ?"

Ngaun gulong gulo aQ sa nrrmdaman nia para saken feeling Q pag iba kasama nia may nangyayari na d Q alam at tiyak na d Q gs2!
Kng pag lalaruan nia lng aQ,oo masasaktan aQ pero sa nakikita Q na kaya Qng ihanda ang sarili Q sa bagay na un!

Anjelyc kaya Qng mag intay pero hindi ang mag mukhang tanga,masaktan at paasahin sa wala!

, , , ,

i'm confused!i broke up with my gf recently 'cause she doesn't seem to be the person i fell in love with!and to be honest i'm not that in love with her!it's like i just wanted to be with someone and that's it,nothing more!
then i heard that my ex gf broke up with her bf and that gives me the urge to finally broke up with my current gf!
i still love my ex but i don't know how to approache her and tell her that i still love her!

,

I held you in my arms last night
So close and So tight
Our lips have touched for the first time
Then you said your drunken line
"I hope your not like them who left
my heart broken shattered into pieces"

,

.Hoping that someday
Only God knows when
Never will I be hurt again
Every pain will disappear
Yet it'll always be remembered
Loving her was a mistake
End letting go is my only chance
To Love,to be loved,to be happy
and to be free.....

I LOVE YOU
In my darkest days

a Lady comes my way
____ is her name
Ventured with fame
Eagerness comes my heart

Yearning that we'll neve be part
Obstacles are not that hard
Unto my Boken Heart

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