Bill VanGlahn

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There are too many times when we are apart.
My heart aches, not just emotionally. I feel the void in my chest, in my stomach. A smile doesn't come easily to my face, even during the moments of what-should-be joy. It's not possible to feel the joy... I need the one who makes me complete to feel that level of happiness.
You live in our home... the place where I know I belong. When I cross the threshold, I can feel the relief wash over me, like a cool breeze coming in through the window. My mood instantly changes. The weight is no longer crushing me. I'm in a place where I know I am loved, cared for, and cared about. If only I could bottle this.....
Even when I'm home without you, the feeling is very potent. You make me the king of your world, and the feeling of our home is a reminder.  As memorable as our first kiss, our first date, your first dance... the good feelings wash over me. I'm that much closer to holding you in my arms. I'm waiting for my love to come home, just as my love has waited so many times.
I don't want to waste a single second of the time we can be together. I feel like a traveling salesman, or a long-distance trucker. The times I'm home are so short, and never enough. If we were together 24 hours a day, it still wouldn't be enough.

We've gone so many years without each other. Separated by only a river and circumstances. Long ago, we were afraid to be alone. We settled. We chose badly.
We don't know how we made it through without each other, and I, for one, never want to find out again.
On your birthday last year, we turned the car around, and we turned the page to a new chapter in our lives. The first chapter of our book. The book of true love, from the heart and soul. The book of true sharing, of hearts, minds and bodies. The book of happiness we both earned and deserve. The book of our lives together.
Thank you, my angel. You were sent from heaven to guide me to 'my happy ending'. And, amazingly..... you ARE my happy ending.
I love you.

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