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i am Filipina...very honest and true inselves..i am worthy for you
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a girl sitting in the darkness
thinking when she can find her
happiness in life

her happiness that she can tell
no ones can steal,no ones will
chase to that happiness

poor little girl,entire
her life,she never been happy
she never been contented
in all the things that she had
because its all materials
that sooner or later can be
wasted,can't keep forever

they all just a dream
they all just an imginations

poor little girl
only she want
is to be happy
,happines that no
one will take that away
from her


but it seems all just
an imaginations,
because the thruth
all peoples she been
trusted alot,they're
just using her
they are all
around,when she is up

but when she needs someone
to be around her
when she needs someone
willing to listen
willing to support her
emotionally,
nobody will come

poor little girl
she will live alone
and die alone

,

you never see me cry
you nor even hear me shout
even the thruth  my heart is
exploding and
want to let it out all the hurt
inside,you nor even hear me
complain the little time you
giving me,

 

you,say 'you love me.
do you really mean it?
you love me,because you
need me?
or you need me that's
why you love me?

 

 

poor married  woman
in their first night her
loving husband kissing
her all night and wont let
her out in the room,serve her
breakfast in bed,but after 1yrs.
or so,her husband come home late
and wont even kiss her like what he
doing before,instead he much enjoying
to kiss the beer all night long than to kiss
his lovely wife,beer is luckier than to the
woman,poor married woman

,

i love you and always love you
and i will never let you down
when others try to down you
and try to lose your faith i
will always here to lift you
up,i will always on your side
i will never leave you,im
maybe speechless,
because i'd rather to
show you the way
that i truly really care
about you,im always
be here for you and
will never leave you
i'll be your shoulder

Hope you can see the sadness in my eyes,all the fears is coming,i know you love me,and i know you know that i love you more than the things i have now,but all the fears is really coming now,and im so afraid that sooner or later all my fears will happen,your such a post grad and im just a grade school graduate,and have a dark side,and you have such a nice life,but even do,i still trying my best to make my life right just to be a perfect match for you,but i guess it wasnt good enough,i dont want to give you a reason,someday,somehow,
you will tell me that im the reason why people laugh,bcoz you married a woman like me,all i want is to have partner to be with me for the rest of my life,that i can tell all mine,and im happy to serve you,breakfast,make a tea in the morning,readying your bath,and tuxedo in the morning,im a woman who didnt expect anything in return,but lately i have deep thoughts if i should continue are relationship
bcoz your a heaven and im just a land dry,i am really so afraid about my future with you,im not afraid to get starve,im afraid to get hurt again,i dont wanna get hurt again and again,i know this is such a fool,but this is really i am.im maybe 25 but my heart and soul is 60,i have deep and i can tell im matured enough to understand all the things,

p.s. i will love you always
whatever will happen to us this coming days

 here i am sitting alone
playing my keyboard but
my head is thinking what's
going on,what happening
my heart is breaking,my eyes
want to cry,but no tears
to tir,but my heart is
really hurt,when i heard
that you not totally accepted
my past,and you still hiding
something that i really dont
know,but i can see in your
eyes that you fooling me
sometimes,im not sure if
that only part of you being 
a mischief or
its a big secret that can
destroy our relationship,
i once told you about my
ex boyfriend that we're
friends in social  network,
and you get mad,bcoz you
said why i should keep him
as my friend if he give me
suffer,i know you lil jelly
but at least its better that i told
you rather i hide him,bcoz i know
sooner or later you will see him in my pro.
so i'd rather tell  you about
him so wont give you shocked,but
why you so mad???we are just a
friend,and other than that no more,
what about you,there's a time i
found out that one of your friend in your list
is your girlfriend,but then i still polite to ask
you,and forgive you,but you still doing it,but
i still forgiving you,maybe im stupid,or maybe it
bcoz i just love you so much,thats why,i always forgive
and forgets whatever it is,

,

ito nanaman po ako.......nag iisa nalulungkot,nag iisip nangagarap umaasa na sana makita at makilala ang papa at ang nag iisa kong kapatid malungkot ang pasko at bagong taon ko dahil pakiramdam ko wala akong pamilya,marami akong hinahanap marami akong tanong na kahit isa ay walang naging kasagutan,marami akong pangarap na kahit isa ay walang natupad,dalawa lang naman ang pinakaaasam asam ko eh ang makita at makilala ang tunay kong kapatid at ang aming ama,pero pano???hindi ko alam kung paano..kahit ang ina ko hindi nya ako sinasagot sa mga tanong ko pano pano kelan at nasaan sila???maayus,mabuti ba sila..?sana nasa mabuting kalagayan silang pareho,kung dumating man ang panahon na makilala ko sila pareho,siguro ako na ang pinakamasayanag tao sa mundo at wala na akong hahanapin pa at hihilingin sa panginoong maykapal.....

,

here i am again,thinking what's going on in us
are we still the same??are we still in love to each others????tell me if you still love me,dont act,like you dont know what happening to us,its driving me insane to think and when i asked you,how are you feeling you just saying 'im ok' but you never mentioned about are feeling's,instead you just acting ignoring me or something,i dont know what's going on with you,or do i need to know something that i dont know,this past few days,you seem very quite and nothing feel for me,i hate to think or feel that way.......

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sometimes i dont know what i really like to happen in my life,i have long term relationship,sometimes i feel so love with him,but there's a time im feel numb,there's a time i wanna be alone till the rest of my life,but everytime,im trying look forward being alone till end,always came up in my head it cant be happen,because im a human and i need somebody next to me,somebody will look after to me till my last breath,but im not pretty sure if 'he is the one' but im still hoping 'he will be the  LAST,because im getting tired to dreaming someone i can be with till my last breath,i wanna be settle my life with somebody i can tell 'MINE' whole be 'MINE'sometimes 'god is good but mostly of the time god is bad,because he never let us be happy,happy today,sad for the rest of are lives,he is not fair....sometimes i blame god why he let this happen to me...i try to be good,i tried my best to let somebody happy and make them secure,but god never let me be happy...

Hello.
       i know no ones can replace her there in your heart
       i just want you to make me secure that you would'nt
       never leave me,but how,how it will happen if your still
       married and i know and always seen in your eyes
       that your hurts,and affected everytime we were talking about her
       show me that  im secure,show me that you will never coming
       back home to her,i understand that you will always love her
      and always care about her,but tell me  where is my place
      there in your heart,so i know where im going to put myself
      i love you,i love you more than you know and see,i will
     always here and always be your's,if you need someone to
    talk,my shoulder's is ready to listen in your grief,just tell me
    that you will always be with me and care about me too
    i love you

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While driving to my job just the other day, another yellow cab got in my way! So my mind was filled with sudden rage and hate, but with Jesus on my dash, he soon set me straight. But later that day while walking to the store, my eyes were fixed on you, you cracked out whore! For one brief moment, sex was on my mind, so I searched for the nearest holy bible I could find. Im so scared but I don't know what to do, cause I'm in the grip of the devil and I know that it's true! Yeah I'm so scared but I don't know what to do, wanna hold my little devil, and stick him right in you! I walked along the street, with a growing fear, no bookstores, no crosses, no churches that were near, but on my mind is the cracked out whore, so I get the Holy Book from a hotel room drawer. How could I know, how could I foresee? That you were working here, and you would follow me? Well, I guess I'll never get to those pearly gates, at least this once, I wont have to masturbate. Im so scared but I don't know what to do, cause I'm in the grip of the devil and I know that it's true! Yeah I'm so scared but I don't know what to do, wanna hold my little devil, and stick him right in you! Now in the end, I can clearly see, God knew I'm horny and sent you here for me. What the Bible says, well maybe it's all true, I was filled with holy spirit but I've left it all in you!
Why does it feel like something's not right? Behind all the words, something hidden from sight. Why do you blame all our critical thought? When we question the motives before we fought? You all our minds in songs we sung, back in the days when we were young. Now the seeds you planted they've borne fruit, fearing everyone, but not to shoot. Patriot, patriot don’t ever ask why. When you're sent off to war, sent off to die. Patriot, patriot, father knows best There'll be a flag on you coffin when you're laid to rest. You get a flag on your coffin when you're laid to rest! Taught who to fight, taught what to fear, helped build our walls, never let them near Rage against our fellow man, patriot, patriot, never question the plan, Useless to struggle, just play your part, relax as we rape your mind and your heart! The state is your father and your father the state, planting the seeds of the violence and hate. Patriot, patriot don’t ever ask why. When you're sent off to war, sent off to die. Patriot, patriot, father knows best There'll be a flag on you coffin when you're laid to rest. You get a flag on your coffin when you're laid to rest! Soon you'll return to your place in line, questions gone, you'll feel just fine. Extracting your will, we'll empty your head, bury your hope as we bury the dead. Forget what you saw, and what you found, nails standing up, get hammered down! Patriot, patriot don’t ever ask why. When you're sent off to war, sent off to die. Patriot, patriot, father knows best There'll be a flag on you coffin when you're laid to rest. You get a flag on your coffin when you're laid to rest!
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