Gretzen Colona

I am a dreamer....a simple woman who still believes in fairytales.About love....to love & be loved.To trust.....even we belong in a decieving world.To have faith & believe that one day,all will changed as we hope it to be.That there is someone out there who will be my prince!!!!!
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They say in love all our equal,in all aspects......I say it isn't true,In love there is no equality... In love there is always a greater feeling,When you love someone with all your heart Willing to give all you have & all you got...Willing to be hurt & blind even it isalmost killing you deep inside.................. Just holding on hoping that one day,somehowHe would realize that you are there.......But somehow it would never happen. Because we always love someone who does'nt feel the same for us,there is always someone who is loving us so much waiting for so longbut we keep ignoring them............ Only if we could teach our heart who to love......We could be truly happy,never be heartbroken.... But even we try so hard , we can't.......Still loving & longing for someone............Who's heart belongs to somebody else!

#hurting, #feeling, #person, #loved

"You are a beautiful woman." "I love your face." "I love your mind." "I love your soul." "You are an angel."Words you had spoken,are they really meant?Words that every women are longing to hear.Words that made me fell in love with youhead over heels.Are those words are just food for the ears?Or those words are for real?Do you really meant what you had said?Or just for flattery & amusement?I'm sorry,i'm just a simple girl who needsomeone who will love me.I'm sorry,my mistake was loving you so much.I'm sorry,i used my heart instead of my mind,I'm so sorry because i think i'm a kind ofgirl who will love you purely & blindly,This is me,just loving you unconditionally.Modified by ArnaudGretzen

#love, #faith, #feeling, #remember, #loved

Here I am, breathing...........Here I am, living but somehow i feel i don't exist.Living a day without you by my side is....so lifeless.Spending an hour without knowing that you are here is so senseless.Everyday without you is like living in a worldof emptiness.Even i tried so hard , to let you know that here i am.Loving you with all my heart,it seems you would'nt see.To the extent i make fool out of myself just to let youfeel how special you are to me.I don't care what other people would say or think of me....Just hoping that somehow you could notice me,appreciate me..Here i am , that i exist.Modified by ArnaudGretzen

#exist, #love, #person, #meant, #boyfriend

Remember you had told me............."I am a man,I won't talk or go out with otherwomen because of you.""I am a man sometimes i miss to have sex,buti will resist for you."Words all women are longing to hear........Words that i have been holding on until now...Words that is giving me strength when timesi'm losing hope.......Words that is keeping me alive until this day.Words that had made me lived again.Modified by ArnaudGretzen

#love, #faith, #needed, #remember

You know that i love you...You had let me feel that you felt the same for me.We shared happy moments that i would cherish forever.Why sudden changed....what had happened.......?Had you lost interest on me?had you fallen out of love?Had you found someone else?What have i done,why sudden changed?When i ask you?All you would say is everything is fine!I'm trying to believe you but my heart tells me that there is somethingwrong,just pretending that all is alright.But deep inside you are tearing me apart.I felt i was dying every minutenot knowing your true feelings for me,scared that one morning you are gone.Never going back!!!!!!!

#scared, #feeling, #fallen, #out, #love

About love....to love & to be loved......to dream.....even you think there is no hope......to trust......even we belong to a decieving world!Have faith in what you believe in & in time it will be.I believe that fairytales can come true,whatever your status would be there is someone out there.....just wait for the right time.

#love, #fairytales, #faith, #trust

If you really love me pls. remove all your doubts about me...................... .............. bec. i was really hurt when you doubted my love for you,about my true intentions. ........i know you don't mean to hurt me but w/o you knowing it i am really hurt.......... it's like you are saying i'm just using you...................how will this relationship or friendship would work if one of us don't trust each other.How you could be happy if you always have a doubt in your heart?thinking always that someone would just marry you or want you bec. you looked good & your status in the society.Same as you,my close relatives & friends tell me not to trust anyone,how could i be happy......i mean to feel true hapiness if i don't trust all the people around me.........my thinking is different even i don't meet you yet i trust you bec. if you cheat on me or do anything bad.......i'm not the one who will burden that!!!! bec. my conscience is clear........love is a gamble ......i'm willing to take that risk hoping that i would win w/ prayers. You know i'm really scared bec. i maybe rejected by you,if that happens this is my first time to experience rejection............the hard part is...to be rejected by the one you loved. but i'm still willing to face it & take the pain if i got rejected...................................... rather not figthing what i believed.................................you had already have my heart. Only if you can see what is inside my heart!!!Modified by ArnaudGretzen
I feel i'm so lost.They are right this is one thing that i can't handle right,think straight/ logically.My heart is over my head now..........i did'nt expected this to happen.I usually can handle things.....right.They are telling me that don't take things to seriously bec. i can not be sure if you are really serious about me!It is very easy to give an advice but if you are in that situation it is not that easy to apply it.All i'm asking is that someone would let me feel that i'm needed!that's all i wanted.You always say that everything is fine............i'm really trying to believe that....but it seems that you have changed.....i felt it.Before even you are so busy you are giving me some of your time,even you can't be here w/ me,you always tell me where you are & what you are doing,why sudden changed......had you lost interest on me.If that is the case even it would really hurt me,i need to accept it than to expect or love someone that does not feel the same way as i do........ longer it gets the harder it would be...........it would really hurt me............i'd be left torn apart.Modified by ArnaudGretzen

#love, #doubts, #confused, #trust

You are my french fries ........................ ......................... ......................... .... You are my french toast.............................................................................. You are my french kiss................................................................................ I'm beginning to love all about french bec. of this guy named Mr. _______________!!!!! He had caught my heart & i'm stuck...........& i want to be stucked w/ him forever!

#have, #fallen

Hi!!!i was very lucky to find someone like you bec.we almost think the same.When we first met,remember i told you that i think you would be any girl's dream but i think you are not the one i want to be w/...........my reason is...ok,you looked good,have a nice car ,have a nice job............but first i think you are a womanizer.....so how could i be happy?w/ the material things alone?i'm not that type of person,i'll much be happier if my husband will just love me,respect & trust me....i think that will bring me true hapiness,material things must be just secondary.You said you want an honest person i think we are looking for the same trait......first i just want to be your friend but as we know each other i had seen something special in you.The traits that i've been looking for in a guy.......you are so refined.......your sweetness..........physically i'm attracted to you...................Then i start to like you in all aspects.....that is why i asked your true intentions,maybe i'm just misunderstanding your kindness.....to have false pretenses.........i want to know what are you up to,bec. if you will just want me for companion then dropped me after you're through,i think i don't deserve you even if you would be the richest man on earth,bec. i think i deserve better i could give more than money could buy.We will just lived once why not make the best of it!!It is how you look at it.Life is not just money....i'm not telling that this is not important.All people need it.......me i want to have a comfortable life.....all people wanted that.But some can be so greedy in expense of their happiness at the end not knowing they are left empty.In my age i already experienced all the hatred,sorrow & emptiness.........thati s what have made me a stronger person.....................my principles is still intact even a lot has changed still looking to have better future.That is what i'm going to strive for to have a happy family..........be a good wife i'll be there emotionally,spiritually,physically for my husband & we will be helping each other to give a better future for our kids. THAT IS ALL I WANTED!!!not longing only for my own hapiness but i want my love ones.........to be part of that fullfiling life,i can't do that alone i'll be needing your help.If we face the trials together i'm sure will survive.Modified by ArnaudGretzen
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