Megan Smith

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My name is Megan, I live in Indiana.Im 15, have 2 sisters, 3 dogs, and a hamster,and i have friends. How exciting right?
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this is hurt. i know now. it hurts when ur heart is broken. it hurts when u have nobody to listen. it hurts when noone loves u. it hurts when u have everything taken away. it hurts when u loose ur best friend in a car accident. it hurts when u loose a game..and ur dad beats u because u lost. it hurts when u have nothing in u..so i guess noone can hurt u. it hurts when i vomit, it burns my throat. when u finally think its going to be "okAY"..my aunt goes sucicide. it hurts when u have noone but ur four walls to talk too. because u been hurt so much u get used to it. it hurts basically..to live.
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I hope you know I hope you know that this has nothing to do with you Its personal myself&I we got some straightin out to do and im going to miss u like a child misses their blanket but i got to get a move on with my life its time to be a big girl now and big girls dont cry dont cry dont cry dont cry

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What is love? Its the best feeling ever. while u have it. Some have it longer than others. it hurts. it makes u laugh. it tears u apart. But in the end.. Love is the part in life that everyone wants.
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Without you in my life, im not the same person. Im not the complete person that u make me. I cant trust anyone the way I do with u. I dont know u im going to run to when i need ur advice. But i guess. People move on and u have to find someone else. Btu noone could ever take ur place in my heart. Because without you, I wont be able to be the same.
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GUESS WHAT? ALL THOSE PPL THAT HURT U SO BADLY U CRIED OVER EVERYNIGHT B4 U WENT TO BED, THERE REALLY NOT WORTH IT-UR TIME OR UR TEARS- ITS NOT THAT EASY THO..WHY DO WE THEN? UR GOING TO GET HURT. NOBODY WANTS TO EVERYONE FEELS IT AT A TIME. BUT REALLY HE/HER IS NOT WORTH UR LOVE, CAUSE THERES SOMEONE OUT THERE WHO WANTS TO LOVE YOU. THERE NOT WORTH IT. BE LOVED AND STOP BLOCKING THOSE PPL OUT THAT WANT TO. AGAIN, NOT WORTH IT!
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i dont understand why people lie. I know i do but im still trying to figure out why we do. I came to a conclusion its either..ur hiding something (eventually it comes out cause of the lies, cause u cant hide a lie 4ever), cause ur embarassed, ashamed, or trying to impress someone, or theres the lies u dont understand. But a lie is a lie and im sick of it.. tell the truth why would u want to live life like that? I been lied to and this time its a huge one, I'm so ticked. Its one that could break a friendship.And its like she doesnt care cause she'll just lie again how do I know if its the truth? How do u know if u can really trust someone, if u thought u could once and then they just lie to everyone, about something thats not true?

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Erica is 9 years old. She's really a great sister. She reminds me how I am. She has a really bad attitude. Which isnt good. She is always the one who even if were arguing will play a game with u.And I love it b/c we laugh at the same things.We been through alot together, we my crazy family. I love her so much and eventhough shes young and I cant really trust her with things without going and "telling on me" But that doesnt matter I wouldnt want to hear all my big sisters issues. i lOve her so much though..and Im so happy shes a big part of my life..

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I have 2 sisters, and lets face it there a total pain. But I love them both and always will even if sometimes i want to chop there heads off.They always really been there for me. To get me in trouble and to hear all my boring stories, and to help me pick out my school clothes! i know its sad!! but I really want them to know.. eventhough most of the time we fight but in the end were still family. I love them so much and they been great sisters (overall) and I hope were always this close so when we get older. I love u guys!!!Sisters till the end! Modified by Givemeachance
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I really like this guy...he lives right next to me and were very close friends and we dated b4 but theres one problem he has a gf and they been together for like 7months!!! I hate it! Its driving me crazy! All the time Im with him he acts like he has feelings for me too. but then talks about how he loves her, when shes so mean to him. yeah i know i should be happy for him right? But idk what to do I want to spend time with him but it hurts me b/c I want to be with him. I want to tell him how i feel about him so badly but really I cant. What would make this situation any better. all it would do is make me feel weird around himand more upset. cause I would get rejected. I mean he says he loves her. BUt when hfe looks at me I think he loves me. It feels like were dating again. I think he still haves feeling for me. but i just dont know what to do? should i get over him and find someone who will love me back? but I love him...
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Hell is empty. All the devils live here.
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I cant take this anymore. it's been to hard. My heart can't take the pain. I cant love or see u the same way. I cant be by you without feeling sick. I cant deal with it. It's over.

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U ALWAYS make me feel good one moment then go back to hurting me. U ALWAYS make me feel so alone and hurt. U ALWAYS make me think that i still love u. U ALWAYS find a way to break my heart. U ALWAYS are making me sobbing of tears, then actually smiling and having a good life. U ALWAYS know exactly what to say to ruin my day. U ALWAYS having me say sorry eventhough I did absoultly nothing to u but make me feel like a nobody. Your not worth it this time.