Vince Guanzon

just your normal average guy. just graduated from college. i love reading as well as writng poems.
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as consciousness arrives, i see dark gray skies
trying shake the sleep away from my eyes
i know this day will be incomplete. that part is true
i know that because it'll be another day without you.

i reach for your picture, yes its hidden somewhere near me..
because truly without you, that i can never be.
i see a picture of us laughing, so happy..
and i also know that these days the guy that makes you laugh isn't me..

i replay our memories, i go to that place..
where all i think about, all i ever see is you face
but these days all i see are shades of grey..
its been like that, always like that, e'er since you went away..

i hear a knock on the door, i know that will never be you..
i see her face, i wish i was looking at you..
i hold her hand, i wish i was holding you..

i know i will eventually love her..i pray what i say is right
soon the colors that were gone will return to my sight
i pray that im right, i wish what im saying is right!

but can i say one last thing, something i know is true
until my heart stops beating, i will always, always, wish for you..

#wish

I wander through the monotony that is my life, amidst the chaos ofblack and white..
every action seems mechanical, every event totallypredictable, my every response, automatic.
I struggle through limbo,wishing,hoping,praying for something to snap me out of thisreverie..
hoping for the proverbial sign from above, the divine handslapping some color to this bland existence..
pushing me onwards tobetter things. watching and nodding with some satisfaction as i gropemy way out of this darkness, stumbling, falling,
but inchingforward..out of the dark as i slowly emerge and stare unblinkingly atthe burning light of something newer,
something better, somethingutterly perfect…
and knowing that this time it is meant for me.

#life, #love, #moving

a windswept morning, skies dark and gloomy
it seemed like a forecast of what my day would be like
drab and routine..
i brace myself for the continuous monotony
of the life she left with her absence
a trickle of rain to hide the tears,
a strong wind as a reason for me to look down
my heavy heart looking for some purpose
my soul searching for the light
struggling against the darkness she left behind
the colors in hues of black and grey
me eating but not really tasting
the routine i do all seems mechanical
a struggle  just to make it through the day
me gasping for air
as i struggle to get by without her
so here i stay
with all my self induced suffering
my thoughts all about her
holding on to the pain she left
because as pathetic as it sounds
THIS PAIN is all that's left that, in the remotest sense,
connects me to her
and id rather have that than nothing at all..

#love

in the stillness of the night
all my heartaches and yearning
are you deaf to my heart?
cant you hear it screaming
calling your name, wanting you here
wishing you were close
wanting to hold you near..
ever since you left..only one thing was made clear..
that without you here with me
the colors all dissapear
so stay with me girl
and make it all okay
i promise ill love you
more and more each day.. :D

#love

How slowly time passeswhen you arent by my sideminutes to hoursi spend each in painknowing that like the mist that hangs over mountainsthis sorrow too shall liftwhen my searching eyes find the light that is youznd it will fill with joyful tears as we succumb to an embrace that i pray shall never end
everywhere i gothe wind seems to whisper your name..whispering then screamingit just drives me insanei curl up in the cornerand pray for this to passwhy does this feeling staywhy does my love for you last?a year and a day has pastsince you left my heart breakingwhy oh why did you leave my soul achingfor just one last touchjust one last kisswhy oh why love did you leave me like this?was it something i said?or something i did?i showed you all my feeling,and not one of them i hid..oh now that youre gonei just dont know what to do..my heart keeps on breakingand all i want is just youcause i know that this pain herethe one deep insidethae one that has scarred methe one i try to hideyou are its causebut ironically you are the curemy heart calls out for youit knows you are all it needsof that i am sureso why dont you come back loveand make me live once againforever well be togetherfor now till the end.i still love you till this very day..babycome backModified by binth32
fall in love?nah..id rather get drunk..because a throbbing head and a parched throatis a hell of a lot betterthan a broken heart.
the sunset blazes across the horizonbathing my room in its irredescent coloursrousing me from the solace of my dreamsbringing me back to the harsh and painful realitythat another day will be spent without youi blink the sleep away from my eyesand i try to focus on the picture beside my bedhazy at first, i gradually see your smiling faceand as i realize that you still take my breath awayi wish the world that you were still mineill get rid of that picture today..i saybut my mind scoffs at me, for it knows the realityit knows the truth behind my lies.. that i could never do thatthat i still cant let you gothe day goes by like all the othersfilled with bleakness, going by like a blurfilled with black and greystill unable to see the beauty of the life around mefor you are all my eyes want to seeand my heart seeks only you..the sunset comes like the sunrisewith a beauty i am still unable to appreciate.for all i see is another signal of an empty dayof a promise of another empty nightfilled with emptiness,filled with your immortali lie in bed and wait for the silence to overcome my sensesi welcome the unconsciousnessfor only in dreams will i find my painless solitudeonly in dreams will i find some peacefor only in dreamswill i have you again..
the sunset blazes across the horizonbathing my room in its iridescent colorsrousing me from the solace of my dreamsbringing me back to the harsh and painful realitythat another day will be spent without youi blink the sleep away from my eyesand i try to focus on the picture beside my bedhazy at first, i gradually see your smiling faceand as i realize that you still take my breath awayi wish the world that you were still mineill get rid of that picture today..i saybut my mind scoffs at me, for it knows the realityit knows the truth behind my lies.. that i could never do thatthat i still cant let you gothe day goes by like all the othersfilled with bleakness, going by like a blurfilled with black and Greystill unable to see the beauty of the life around mefor you are all my eyes want to seeand my heart seeks only you..the sunset comes like the sunrisewith a beauty i am still unable to appreciate.for all i see is another signal of an empty dayof a promise of another empty nightfilled with emptiness,filled with your immortali lie in bed and wait for the silence to overcome my sensesi welcome the unconsciousnessfor only in dreams will i find my painless solitudeonly in dreams will i find some peacefor only in dreamswill i have you again..
the sunset blazes across the horizonbathing my room in its irredescent coloursrousing me from the solace of my dreamsbringing me back to the harsh and painful realitythat another day will be spent without youi blink the sleep away from my eyesand i try to focus on the picture beside my bedhazy at first, i gradually see your smiling faceand as i realize that you still take my breath awayi wish the world that you were still mineill get rid of that picture today..i saybut my mind scoffs at me, for it knows the realityit knows the truth behind my lies.. that i could never do thatthat i still cant let you gothe day goes by like all the othersfilled with bleakness, going by like a blurfilled with black and greystill unable to see the beauty of the life around mefor you are all my eyes want to seeand my heart seeks only you..the sunset comes like the sunrisewith a beauty i am still unable to appreciate.for all i see is another signal of an empty dayof a promise of another empty nightfilled with emptiness, filled with your immortali lie in bed and wait for the silence to overcome my sensesi welcome the unconsciousnessfor only in dreams will i find my painless solitudeonly in dreams will i find some peaceonly in dreamswill i have you again..
the sunset blazes across the horizonbathing my room in its irredescent coloursrousing me from the solace of my dreamsbringing me back to the harsh and painful realitythat another day will be spent without youi blink the sleep away from my eyesand i try to focus on the picture beside my bedhazy at first, i gradually see your smiling faceand as i realize that you still take my breath awayi wish the world that you were still mineill get rid of that picture today..i saybut my mind scoffs at me, for it knows the realityit knows the truth behind my lies.. that i could never do thatthat i still cant let you gothe day goes by like all the othersfilled with bleakness, going by like a blurfilled with black and greystill unable to see the beauty of the life around mefor you are all my eyes want to seeand my heart seeks only you..the sunset comes like the sunrisewith a beauty i am still unable to appreciate.for all i see is another signal of an empty dayof a promise of another empty nightfilled with emptiness, filled with your immortali lie in bed and wait for the silence to overcome my sensesi welcome the unconsciousnessfor only in dreams will i find my painless solitudeonly in dreams will i find some peaceonly in dreamswill i have you again..
the sunset blazes across the horizonbathing my room in its irredescent coloursrousing me from the solace of my dreamsbringing me back to the harsh and painful realitythat another day will be spent without youi blink the sleep away from my eyesand i try to focus on the picture beside my bedhazy at first, i gradually see your smiling faceand as i realize that you still take my breath awayi wish the world that you were still mineill get rid of that picture today..i saybut my mind scoffs at me, for it knows the realityit knows the truth behind my lies.. that i could never do thatthat i still cant let you gothe day goes by like all the othersfilled with bleakness, going by like a blurfilled with black and greystill unable to see the beauty of the life around mefor you are all my eyes want to seeand my heart seeks only you..the sunset comes like the sunrisewith a beauty i am still unable to appreciate.for all i see is another signal of an empty dayof a promise of another empty nightfilled with emptiness, filled with your immortali lie in bed and wait for the silence to overcome my sensesi welcome the unconsciousnessfor only in dreams will i find my painless solitudeonly in dreams will i find some peaceonly in dreamswill i have you again..
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