i love to listened any kind of music...and there are some times i really like to write poems and quotes and etc... anything what comes on my mind. more if i am really emotional. and....i am a very quite person but friendly hehe... well.. i also love to make new friends in all over the world and i really wants to learn different kinds of languages.well hope guys u like some of my poems! god bless u all!
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"for every dream in our heart,
GOD gives us inspiration...
for every hope we seek,
GOD gives us unexpected miracles...
for every faith we believe,
GOD bless us more..."
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If only my tears could speak,
They'd speak, how my broken heart
Is unable to mend
They'd speak, about all my fears
Weaknesses, and doubts
They'd speak, how my heart and soul
Have deeply hurt for the few depressing days
They'd speak, of all the memories
Which haunt me everyday in my dreams
If only my tears could speak,
They'd tell you, the pain inside my heart
And don't know when it heals
They'd tell you, about my wishes
For once, i could see you and hug you for a litlle while
They'd tell you, how my head
Is confusing for a lot of things
They'd tell you, all my thought of self
And my wishes, my life would end...
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I wanna run away from this place
I wanna run somewhere space
Where no one will find me
Where my angel can guide me
I'm so lost
I'm so confused
My body feeling so weak
My heart beating so slow
Don't know where to start,
Don't know where to go,
There's no signs for me to follow
There's no sounds for me to hear
Where should I start?
Where should I go?
Should I start to the right? or;
Should I go to the left?
Whom I'm going to be?
Whom I'm going to trust?
There's no one could tell me
There's no one could help me
Sometimes I feel I have no direction
Sometimes I feel I'm fallen apart
Confused for undecided thoughts
Confused for unsolved problems
Everytime I prayed,
Everytime I asked for signs,
A signs can guide me
A signs that i can follow
I believe this is only a challenge
That GOD's given on me
A challenge to make me strong,
A challenge to face my fears!
***i wrote this poem one month ago, actually I'm not too sure and i cant decide to post it here in my poems... i didnt know if this is good but only i think, i write this what comes in my mind when i feel so really confused..but now i think this is the time to publish it here. well i know this poem wasnt good enough so whatever u gonna think i will appreciate it.. thanks and god bless!***
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hello is anybody could advice regarding this matter? i was met a guy thru chating we've been talking almost two years..and actually he is planning to come over here in my country nextmont. he says, he really loves me and he wants to marry w/me. honestly i never expect that i was falling inlove w/him , though i never see him personally, inspite of that i saw him at web cam everytime we were talking online. but im not sure if this guy is sincere w/me,he sends me some things here in our country flowers, his photos,chocolates etc...my family knows about him and also her family knows about me! but one thing i got confusing and i felt a little scared coz what if this guy gonna hurt me someday! coz he want to live w/me in hes country and its too far way from here.. well pls need some compliments.. thanks
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No wonder, im missing you now,
Not being able to hold, to touch
To feel, to talk
And even to see you
Day by day,
I was thinking of you,
Wondering if you shining
On me from above
I miss you (brother)
Your wonderful smile
Your sweet face
Your tuneful voice
Your jokes
Your laugh
Your sweet caress
Your advice
I miss you (brother)
When you preach me about my suitors
When you ask me for help
When you frightened me on the dark
When we sang a song together in home
When we talk about our funny stories
When you call my name
When you felt anger
I miss you (brother)
The all memories that you left
The fruits that you always give on me
The arguments and the fights
That we had
The last word that you say from me
I cant forget
The last smile
The last voice that i heard from u and,
The last tears that ive shown
From your eyes
Especially, the last breath you take
I miss you (brother)
But now, now your gone
All I can do is pray for you
To be happy forever
Wherever your are now
And now, I must move on
Trying to forget all the memories
But I cant let go of you.
I write this poem for my brother, at young age (23) he passed away last july 2006. Thru this poem I want to express how much I miss him so much, until now I always remembered how hard he fight for hes death. Well, its painful but I have to accept it!
Anyway, thanks for reading my poem and may god bless u all!
i really appreciate any compliments... ty!
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Why do i have to feel this way?
I can't even focus to my self;
Everything i feel it was falling apart!
My life i think it wasn't good enough.
Most of the time, he is on my mind,
Even in my dreams i see hes wonderful smile!
Why should i feel this way?
I don't pretend, he is my love.
The only one i can share my life with;
And i love him every beat of my heart,
I know i was only falling inlove,
But, i couldn't understand...
Why do i have to feel this way?
Everyday,every hour, and every minute
I was thinking about him,
And i felt my day was so INCOMPLETE
Without him in my life!
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