Michelle Bograkos

im just a girl with stupid emotions.......if I write anything to offend you i am sorry.I'm NOT here for dating! I'm am here to write and think
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Sometimes i seem to wonder, Why did it all go wrong? Was it all my fault? For not being so strong? I know i was weak around you, I just couldn't be strong, I'd look into your eyes, And knew that i belong. I'm sorry if i ruined it You know i didn't mean to, But i guess its over now, Never forget that forever, I will love you. Even today... You are my Hero Tell your new angel That I'm so sorry Her love is still my Hero I met you before she did And my love for you is older than hers But still You're the Hero who will never be mine But "love is forever" And that will never change No matter how you try to twist it It will stay the same Keep telling your heart Not to love me But just accept it Whats ment to be will be. <3

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Do you remember when what feels like forever ago... back when you used to be a person-one of those people i used to know? How we stitched together those beautiful fabrics of times God, it feels so long ago that was before my poems used to rhyme... That was that little land of makebelieve that we created just for my mind back when those ugly words of yours used to be oh so kind I remember I remember when I gave you candy hearts but now all the sayings have disappeared "kiss me" wouldn't matter not to you, my love Too bad fabric wears away in the ripples time creates it's funny, really, how love songs turn to melodic hate Yes, I remember when do you remember too? back when makebelieve was real... just me and you. I wrote this for someone special a long time ago. <3

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My eyes close
I'm holding onto
my memories
my slumber
all alone in my head
so silent

I cant see I cant breath
I'm dying internally
I cant scream I can pretend
If I let go of my pain
I'll cease to be
give into the plague

war is coming
I can hear it in my heart
blood will flow
along the grounds of the innocent
I can't deceive
the darkness anymore
I'm letting go I'm losing control of myself.


Its a lil rusty....Haven't wrote in FOREVER.

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I’m lost in a place where I can’t see,
Where all lies peel uncovering me.
Here in this place, where all is so dark,
I feel abandoned and torn apart…

What have I done? What am I here for?
Wherever I look I see the ones I abhor
And all the times I wished for death
When felt that I have nothing left…

I start to shiver, my face is ashen
For I’m reliving now all I felt when
I was in pain and cried in strife,
When I felt I have no life…

But I’m slowly starting to understand
What this place is, where I am.
It’s a place buried deep within me,
The part that doesn’t let me free…

In this place I can see the past
And all that took away the happiness I use to have.
All the awful things we did, the pain provoked,
The ruthless way we banished our hope…

These thoughts and memories, I wish I could erase
And along with them, wipe the tears off my jaded face
To feel alive again and to feel wiling to live,
But for that, there’s is too much I have to forgive…

So I choose to start again, trying to forget
All the darkness in my past and the pain I felt,
But for that I need your help and most of all your care
And when I need you, you wont be there…

You'll be gone because of me
Your heart will be with someone else
Someone better
Who's not me...

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Love are hard to grasp
Love is hard to understand
I, for one, learn love the hard way
One of the most painful way to love

But I know this is for the best
To ensure his happiness,
I am sacrificing mine for his
I have to move on

I know it's difficult
To end your happy ever after
In exchange for your love's
Happy ever after

At least now i can look back
And say I have loved before
Love between us was right but
It was getting worst and worst

Neither of us wants to hurt each other
But one must be caved in to save the other
I chose to save him instead
People may think I'm crazy

But I know it's the right thing to do
This is a noble way to act
I have chosen to stay behind
To let him go ahead

I pretend to hurt him
For him, I forced myself to leave him
In my heart, I said let love...
TAKE ME AWAY FROM YOU!


Going throw some stuff in my life and this is the best release for me...ive left my love so he can have a better life he just doesnt get it...i did this all for his furture i was only holding him back.....

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Don't cry as you turn and walk away
cruel words ,heart breaking tones
now im lost without you.

An empty space.

A ruined faith as you stole like a theif,
no garden of eden just left to love
cut me while im bleeding .

An empty space

leave me alone with these day dreams
you were my number one
cant bare long days of waiting

An empty space

There was love inside a world to protect you
has our love not past the test
let me be the one you need

Don't leave me with this empty space

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 Relationships are like glass, sometimes its better to leave them broken than hurt yourself trying to pick the pieces .

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 Relationships are like glass, sometimes its better to leave them broken than hurt yourself trying to pick the pieces .

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Come close to me baby,
I've something to say.
I need you here with me,
Through night and through day.

The days you're not with me,
I feel split in half.
I can't help but need you,
With you I can laugh.

I know that you feel it,
It shows in your eyes.
The wanting, the needing,
The constant surprise.

Give in to the feeling,
And let it flow through.
Feeling the tingle,
When I embrace you.

With your tender arms,
Hold me tight, Don't let go.
I melt in the moment,
I love it, You know.

The thrill when I see you,
You have it as well.
The wanting, the needing,
Like a sweet ringing bell.

And those wonderful nights,
We spent under the stars.
Where we lay 'till forever,
From the noise of the cars.

With our feet entwined,
And our hands holding strong.
We lay there together
And then, Nothing was wrong.

And baby, Those days,
They'll never end.
The love that we share,
The kisses we send.

Our life, Is great.
United we'll stand,
United forever,
we'll be hand in hand.

Our house.
The hard times we went through,
The hope and strong will.
But our hands still hold.

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Did I tell you that I love you?
You showed me that you did.
Many nights you called me,
You cried when I was sick.

Did I tell you that I love you?
You always calmed my fears,
You sought answers to my questions,
You wiped away my tears.

Did I tell you that I love you?
In a thousand ways,
When my heart was breaking,
You gave me comfort on those days.

Did I tell you that I love you?
You brought a smile when I had none,
When I wanted just to sit down,
You made me rise again to run.

Did I tell you that I love you?
Yes! All along I knew,
You must know in your heart,
How much that I love you.

If you could only witness,
The sights that I now see,
You would't ask for me, to come back,
You would someday, come to me.

I still love you But I know I can never be with you. Your feelings for me change every day But my feelings for you will always stay You say your starting to fall for me again But you had your chance You need to make up your mind. Your true feelings is what you need to find. If you really love me, would you do anything to be with me? I remember when I would die for you. I wanted to be together forever, just us two. But now thats all changed It's your fault you pushed me away Maybe one day when you have made your choice, maybe one day We could possibly be together again.

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Here's to the girls who use to be his number one.

I DID NOT WRITE THIS. Just thought it was an awesome entry.


The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be
disappointed.

The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life,
only to have him walk back in it months ater like nothing ever happened.

Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call
was going.

The ones who listened to him say, I only want to be your friend day, and the next,
istened to him say how much he loves and misses you.

We deserve something, and this is our tribute.

Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different hoping that maybe
people really do change.

We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another
chance, caught crap from our parents, and even snuck around to see him for a while.

We went through the great stage with no fights all over again.

We started this out thinking it would be just friends, and ended up falling in love with him
again.

We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too,
that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time
And even though things were bad in the past, they would be different ,
And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming.

This is for us Here's to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a
phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days here's for the tears cried and dried all
over again.

We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn't possibly call us at that moment,
or even that he fell asleep early, trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had
found the one for us.

We learned to SETTLE for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated here's for the ones
who did their hair and make up and put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say that he couldn't see us today.

The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else.
We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again.

This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say, and took him back
no matter what happened last time because they couldn't bear to look back on their
lives one day and wonder "what if".

Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt.

The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again.

This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on,
for fear of an "I told you so."

The ones that could just TELL that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their
hearts, their beds, and their dreams again.

We knew that we deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call
when he said he was going to, one that would come see us whenever he got the chance,
one that would really care about us.

We just wanted the one that we loved like that.

Here's for the ones that FINALLY realized that he never gave a crap about them.

Here's for the time that he broke your heart again.

This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, and the tears that turned into anger,
then disappointment.

Here's for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better.

This is for those confusing days, when you miss him, and want nothing more than to hear his voice,
or feel his arms around your waist.

Stay strong and remember that relationships are like broken glass, sometimes it's better
to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt.

Remember the times you cried, and how long it took you to even be able to look
at another guy like that.

When "your song" comes on the radio, turn the station. When the day comes that he realizes
what a mistake he made and tries calling, turn your phone off.
When he tries coming to your house, don't answer the door.
Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation and the tears, the wasted moments
and staying up all night wondering where the crap he was.

Think of how your heart used to jump when your wondering where the crap he was.
Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of
the night, and how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn't him, and realized that
once again, he hadn't called when he said he was going to.
Phone would vibrate in the middle of the night, and how it fell to your stomach when phone would vibrate
in the middle of the night, and how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn't him,
and realized that once again.

One day, you'll find a guy who's worth all the tears, but he won't make you cry.
You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy that you
always ran back, but you will. It's gonna hurt like crap, and it's going to need
time to heal . It needs time to heal but the point is, it will heal.
This is for those girls, who fell back in love with their ex, only to
Get hurt all over again.

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