Leif

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I understand the walls you built, As my distrust in life has grown, Where once i tried to breach your walls, I find i`ve built my own. To block out any future hurt, Imaginary or real, I cant go through that pain again, I cant afford to feel. Your walls were built from men you`d known, Who`d lied and had hurt you, And just as they had helped you build, You`ve helped me build mine too. I hate these walls we hide behind, That are built without our say, Designed to keep us safe from harm, When our hearts are in decay, We think were safe behind these walls, Where we block out any pain, But we also block out any love, And for me thats just the same.
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To have success in business, you have to risk failure. To have success in love, you have to risk pain. The difference is that in business, you control your feelings, In love, your feelings control you. Modified by Leif Modified by Leif
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I cant be with you and i cant love anyone else, I cant go foward and and i cant go back, I`m stuck here, nowhere, Rehearsing a script i`m to learn that`ll help me move on, It`s a well known script that many have learnt, It`s supposed to be helpfull for those who`ve been burnt. If my performance seems lacking or missing some soul, It`s quite simple really, I don`t believe in the role. If one day we meet, If i`m playing this part, I know when our eyes meet you`ll see through me, Straight through to my heart. I cant be with you, i can`t love anyone else, Im just stuck in this part, A part for everyone else. Modified by Leif Modified by Leif
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These are some of the text messages the love of my life sent to me in the month before she left, her words are meaningless and hollow to me now, but at the time they were sent I believed them completely. - Just wanted to let you know that I love you so much and that I will never take for granted all that you do for me. Thankyou for being you and loving me like you do. - I am missing you so much, you are constantly occupying my thoughts. I love you sweetheart, you are an amazing person. You have been strong when I`ve been weak, you have been firm when I have wavered, you’ve believed in me when I have not, you have loved me unconditionally and now you have my unconditional love forever. - Just caught myself humming, I am so happy. I keep getting that feeling in my tummy just thinking about marrying you and having a baby. If there`s anything I have learned its that your heart cant be trusted and that actions speak louder than words. In 8 months, this woman brought more pain into my life than I`d known in the previous 33yrs, about 3 months in those 8 were also the most magic times I`d ever known. Ive spent the last 10 months trying to get through a day without thinking about her, despite having all the reasons in the world to hate her, I cant, I wish I could but I just cant change the feelings I have for her. To the outside world I`m moving on and have put her behind me, but the truth is that I still miss and love her with every fibre in my being. If she walked through my door today, I know I`d get lost in those big beautiful eyes of hers and the walls ive put so much effort into building would disappear. For anyone wondering what she did, there`s not enough words to describe it, lets just say that every bystander to our relationship would think I was insane if they knew how I felt and so would you. I think theres different degrees of love, or more so I think theres a difference between loving someone and truly giving your heart to someone, once you give your heart to someone, you cant just get it back, you cant just pick up the pieces and move on. Your missing the most important piece. Modified by Leif
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Trapped by memories of you, Regardless of fact, I try to move foward, But my hearts looking back. Trapped by a love for you, Of a love without pride, Unable to show you, I`ll keep it inside. Trapped loving a memory, Thats no longer real, Youve left me gutted and lifeless, Unable to feel.
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Locked in a gaze, just a smile to seen, Thier feelings and thoughts known without hearing a word, For words are not needed when the heart can be heard.
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You brought meaning to words and phrases like Soulmate and True Love, Before that night, i thought i knew what it was to be in love, If someone had told me i had no idea what love was, i would have laughed at them, but they`d be right, It`s like all the heartache and years of searching were over, Any pain i`d known suddenly made sense, as though these things were just part of a plan that had led me to you, I thought i`d found the person i was meant to be with, Someone who seemed to know the real me, It was`nt even a question of wether you were the `one`, I knew you were, We were just so good together, We met each others needs without even trying, How could i have been so wrong about you, How could you use words like soulmate, marriage and kids and then do what you`ve done, For the first time in my life i gave someone my heart completely, i trusted you with it, Now you`re gone, And rightly or wrongly you still have my heart, But you might aswell keep it, For i have no use for it anymore, Any lessons you`ve taught me are of no use, as i can never love anyone else. You`ve changed my life forever, just not in the way i thought you had, I cant keep tearing myself apart between how i wish things were and how things are, Between fantasy and reality, Maybe why it`s been so hard for me to let go is that for a brief moment, Fantasy became reality.