Matthew B

I think i am a little off. but the ppl i hang out with think im normal but i know im not.i like to write poems and i post when i have new stuff.
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You come into my life and don’t ask what wrong doings I have doneYou don’t ask me why I do the things I do even though you want toYou hold back from knocking some sense into me though it would be for the bestI ask you why you don’t ask these simple questionsThen you tell me it is because that is who you were before you changedHow I changed even I don’t know I still lie I still tell rude jokesI still hang out with those who only do badYet still you stay by my side I don’t think I will ever understand youBut just for being there and putting up with me for that I thank youBecause of you I now have something to look forward toNow I smile but yours is still better, I smile for youI no longer smile that smirk that brings pain to othersBecause of you I now have fun without making others sufferBecause of you I am now a better personModified by LifeBites
you told me you missed me you told me you caredyou held my hand you said you would always be therewhen things got rough you ran awayyou lead me to believe I could trust you just to prove me wrong I sit alone because you left me you left me to take on the worldI used to fear my enemiesthanks to you I faced my fearsand I BEAT them downlike they were nothingjust like what you are to me nowI no longer miss you I no longer carebut now I have this poemall because of youthanks for all the help....Modified by LifeBites

#poems

you left me there without saying goodbyeyou left me there to sit and cryyour final words to me were of hateand all i can think of is this must be fateso now i say fate be damned now I will start anewthis time without you

#poems

life is harsh or so you say you should try looking at lifeanother waysee the beauty of the worldand all the wonders that it hidesall you need to do is look insideyou may not see it but its thereall you have to do is care

#poems

Alone in my room no friend but my bladethe blade is so cold and its calling my namewanting for me to use itto use it just one last timeas I pull the blade across my skinit hits a vein I start to bleedas I lose myself in my misery...

#depression

you put on a smile you put on a showbut deep down you realy knowknowing that your lifes a fakeand knowing that your parents think of you as a mistakeyou drive yourself insanetrying to end the painModified by LifeBites

#madness

In the darkness all alonewaiting for the path to be shownhidden in the dark for so longyou just dont know where you belonghopeing for the end to comebecause your life has come undoneyou grab the blade as you start to saythus I shall end my life todayfearing not the other sideyour olny wish is to just dieyou slit your wrists and say goodbye.....Modified by LifeBites

#darkness

You say im smartI think Im notyou found a way to let it outWhile I keep it all locked up

#expression

Lifes a crockand then you dieso why dont you just pass me byeyou stop and stareand say how sadyou must be so lonely down therethere in your dark little world you call a lifeso come up and join me in the light
A poem is like rageOut of controlStanding up and screaming At the top of its lungsPoetryIt is staring you downEyes burningDaring you to do somethingAnything to set it offIt is always thereRage is poetryPoetry is the mindSet freeTo roam along the paper’s surfaceBubbling up out of nowhereAnd making a big impact on all

#rageing, #words

Im sitting here listning to you read about the Bladeand how you wish your life should fade awaylonging for the end to comebecause your life has come undoneModified by LifeBites

#blade

I can helpthats what I saynow please my friend put that blade awayI say dont do that its bad for youyour responce is its olny a scratchwhats it to youafterwords I ask you why then you say Its just some dumb guyModified by LifeBites

#friend

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