I just wanted to tell you that I'm thinking of you, especially today
Because March 10th was suppose to be your birthday
Although the angels will take good care of you
I'm missing you and feeling so bleu
Your footprints, I looked with tears
And wishing so badly that you could be here
You may have gone through the Heaven's door
But I still love you as much as before
It was a short while
You got what you wanted; my love
I open my heart to give you my all
I love you, but it's really your call.
I'm sorry that I love you too much
I wanted your love & everything above
I miss your voice, but you barely call
I'm right beside you, but your heart sits afar.
I'm sorry that I love you too much
You'd changed & I long for your touch
I get lonely and I lose my sleep
You started to scream & so I weep
Maybe, there's no more love & such.
I only have wonderful memories, but not too much
I sneak a hug when your asleep because
I long for your love that is so deep
Learned to love & appreciate
Respecting & caring instead of hate.
Please don't lie and push me away...
Otherwise, my love will eventually fade.
Behind Me
As I was walking down street
I hear someone call out my name
I pretended not to hear, so I continue
Walking, with him following behind me
I heard footsteps from behind me
Afraid of looking back, hoping he’ll leave
Each time, it only sounds louder and louder
So my heart start racing unsteadily
I pretended someone had called
I reached out my cell phone, pretending
But that didn’t work, still behind me
Desperately, trying to get my attention
He followed me to a place
A place I thought could rid him
Without turning back, talking behind me
I finally said, “Please leave me alone!”
Finally, gave up once made it clear
I saw his reflection from a window
As he walked out, with his head down
Realizing, I was wrong to ignore him
Following behind me, only to find out
He was only my past, I didn’t care
I never knew I could be so heartless
Leaving him so wrong… so cold
Happy Birthday to You, to Me
Happy Birthday to you, to me
It’s amazing how this day can be
Let this be our special day
And our love won’t fade away
Remembering October, every year
Celebrate this month for us to cheer
Singing, eating, and enjoying
With my only sweet darling
It’s not coincidental, but a mere fate
This happens to be our birthdates
We managed to find each other
Mistakes forgiven to one another
As we grew, our love mature
Our trust should more than sure
There are still many years to come
Till death do us part, I hope it will become
~~~First Date~~
Although I may have not met you
Thoughts of you already may me feel bleu
Your lovely words has touched my heart
My words are lost, don't know where to start
Having to say "Good-Bye" Now it's getting late
Until then, we shall think of a date
You seem too perfect to be real
My heart melts, the way I feel
I never felt this way before
Your words, I will always adore
Already thinking of plans that seems so great
The feelings so strong before our date
Without seeing still feels incomplete
Instead of calls, we'll finally meet
I am so excited, I can't hardly wait
Tonight, we'll meet on our first date
Since you left, my life has not been the same
You said you love me, at least that's what you claim
Everyday I think about the way we used to be
That we do belong, and we both agree
I thought we will always be in each other's life
And that one day, I will finally be your wife
But I was dead wrong,
Because you are really gone
Over the years, we got used to each other
We spent too much time, and you felt smother
You'll always remain deep in my heart
And you promise we will never be apart
Now you no longer felt we belong
Because you are really gone
You gave me less attention and I needed more
Your love for me wasn't the same, so I explore
I ran to someone who can treat me like a queen
My heart was burried, deep down, unforseen
Then, I figured out my life is nothing with you
It only beats for you and that was the clue
My feelings went on, but you are really gone
Your presence feels near when I am alseep,
But when dawn rise, I started to weep
I dreamt your closeness, it felt so real
My love is so strong, that's how I feel
So you said, we didn't get along
and that's why you're really gone
I thought that was what I wanted, until now
I tried to move on, but my heart won't allow
Since you are gone, nothing feels right
But we still love although we fuss and fight
You said no worries, your love for me was strong
Again, that wasn't really true because you are really gone
We found our way back after 13 years
But this time, you let me drown in my tears
What brought us back was our fate
We also have the same birthdate
You don't believe we belong
And that's why you are really gone
What happen to the man I adore
You were never this bitter before
Please don't be so cruel
To my heart that is so true
You are no longer around when I feel bleu
You ignore me and tell me we're through
When I listen to the radio, I hear our song
But I know you are really gone
If you come back, this I know
I will cherish so our love can grow
I am at my happiest when I with you
I promise my love will always be true
No more lies and disrepects
No more doing anything to make you suspect
I still believe our love can be strong
Please don't let all this love be gone
Written by Cindy Saechao
Submitted by Cindy Saechao