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A girl so lonely
A girl so insecure
Hid in a corner
Year after year
No one liked her
She didn’t fit in
Some days they pulled her hair
Others she went face first in a trash bin
She had glasses and braces
But she wasn’t very bright
The boys and girls her age laugh
Because she can’t talk right
This girl spoke very slowly
Because she was dropped on her head
When she was only 6 months old
Her mommy was dead
She died of cancer
It was a painful death
Because she loved her daughter
Until her very last breath
Now she stays with her father
Who drinks his pain away
He comes home to hit her
Leaving marks on her each day
She’s kneels down in her room
And gives one last prayer to god
Tells him that he was never there
And that he’s one big fraud
Staring at the ceiling
Tears lie in her eyes
Pulls out her blade
Slit her throat and slowly dies
Her daddy kept on drinking
The kids picked on someone new
So in the end
Maybe she’ll die too
True story
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Shattered pieces lay
On this Christmas day
Of once a full warm heart
But through the years it came apart
Lover gone; one-piece fell
And kept the rest with in a cell
One more lover came along
Once again my heart was strong
I loved with what was left of me
Broke my heart; one piece I bury
I swore never to love again
And Covered my heart within
Then my best friend wanted me to trust
She wanted the wall around my heart in dust
I said no, and moved away
But where ever I went her face would stay
She didn’t give up for the longest time
She didn’t let go till she was mine
Started to love her with my broken heart
I began to smile; my move was smart
But slowly we drifted
And quickly my pain lifted
So now on this Christmas day
I’m leaving my heart to decay
No more can I love; it’s just a losing game
So now I go to my lonely life from where I first came
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I’d give you my heart
If I had a heart to give
But Last year
My love took it captive
I loved her more than life
I would have given anything
But suddenly she turned around
And left my heart bleeding
She came back the next week
Pleading for forgiveness
I gave it; and now I regret it
Because now I walk around heartless
Now one year later you came along
Asking me to let go and let you in
Sad thing is I wish I could
But I don’t even know where to begin
It’s impossible to give something you don’t have
And it’s hard to love when you’re so afraid
I love you I really do
But I’m scared that I’ll be betrayed
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Puddles of blood
Puddles of tears
Hands shaking
No one cares
Alone in my room
Alone in the dark of night
Thinking of us
And why you gave up this fight
Was it me
Or was it you
Did I give too much
Or did you not see the things I do
Hearts now broken
Tears fall
Slit wrist
Head finds wall
Drowning in puddles
For endless tears
Soaked in blood
I’ve given for years
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So sick of being lonely
So sick of broken hearts
There is no end to pain
And I can’t remember where it starts
I give and give
Yet never get
So sick of crying
I plead to forget
I plead to forget your name
I beg to forget your face
You control my mind
In every dream and in every place
Was I really born to carry this much pain?
Was I born, just to be carelessly used?
Am I a child’s toy?
Waiting to be abused?
So sick of being patient
For God to take my life
So God I’ll do your job
And make only last slit with this knife
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Her face is unhappy and suffering
Her hands are cold and shaking
Her eyes are blood shot and swollen
Nothings wrong; her heart was just stolen
She’s alive but inside she’s dead
The one thing in life she loved, just fled
She can walk but every step is tender
So she put up her shaking hands and surrenders
Take my life; it’s now meaningless
My love for you was strong, but now worthless
I gave everything to you, and none of it mattered
Thanks to you my whole heart is shattered
Oh well, it’s only a broken heart
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This is my hate letter
To my f**king parents
I’m sick of bottling everything inside
You lock me in my room
And then you expect respect
You call me your problem child
And then love is what you want me to except
You don’t love me
Stop feeding me your lies
Your lies are covering me in hate
Hate that no longer can hear my own cries
I used to cry every night
Because I never felt love from you
Now I don’t care anymore
Just let me do what I want to do
You hate me
And I hate you
If you haven’t figured that out
This is your final clue!
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What happened to my clear blue skies?
They’ve turned a shade of gray
What happened to my glowing eyes?
They’re somewhere far away.
What’s happening to my smile?
For some reason it is turning up-side-down
Why is there blood on this tile?
My colorful world is quickly turning brown.
I was so happy
Until my parents found out about me
Now they keep me locked inside my room
They’re killing me, and they don’t even care to see.
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The sky can fall down on us
Then our love can seem hopeless
But no matter what we go through
I’ll never stop loving you!
The earth can tremble beneath our feet
And everything can have us beat
But I’ll always be the one who
Will never stop loving you
People can tell us we don’t belong
And parents can tell us we are wrong
But threw their words my love grew
And I’ll never stop loving you
Take my hand and trust me
My love for you has a lifetime guarantee
Where ever you go, I’ll go too
Because I’ll never stop loving you
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Tears were slowly slipping down my face
In my dream I walk an unknown place
It was dark and lonely
There in a dimly lit corner I see my daddy
I asked him “is this hell?”
Does the devil in here dwell?
Daddy are you here,
Because you beat me year after year?
Do you have the pain you once gave me?
What about bruises all around your body and knee?
He wouldn’t answer
So I stepped a little closer
His face was unhappy and pale
He looked very skinny and frail
I don't know why but, for the first time ever
I wanted to help my father!
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Everyone saw it coming
But no one even cared
She was slowly slipping away
And in her eyes she was scared
She didn’t care about her body
She thought she’s a piece of sh*t
Every where she was she was lonely
And her cloths never seemed to fit
People turned their backs on her
No one could have told you why
Maybe because she’s weird
Or because she always seemed to cry
She cried because she was hurting
She was hurting because of her pain
Pain that was caused by careless people
People that betrayed her again and again
One night she was drunk and aching
Over dosed because she didn’t want to live
I only wish I had the courage to say
For her, anything I would give
Now she’s six feet underground
I just watched as she was quickly dying
She was dying!!!
And I didn’t do a thing
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For years I’ve been taking this knife
Begging and pleading it will take my life.
With every drop of my unclean blood
My heart feels calm and rested
But why does it take blood to make me still?
I own scars of my own free will.
I make them by myself alone
And slowly my heart is turning to stone
Emotion was just a thing I felt
Inside me there it once dwelt
Like a stone I am lifeless
Dying of a preventable illness
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