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Hiding inside my shell



Before I met you I shut myself inside my
Shell from getting even more hurt from
Another person hurting me even more than now.
Hearing my ex�s say I love you never felt
So bad, it keeps reminding me how much
They hurt me, but I realize how, they never
Really loved me. Even if I�m in my shell
I found my ability to let go of the lovers
I forgot, ill hold on to my hope, cause
That�s all I have left.
I built a broke around my heart, I
Built it from any more harm from my heart
And now I�m just scared of losing what
I have left.

I�m getting healed to a certain point, afraid to
Get hurt, afraid to be disappointed the next time
My heart gets hurt.
Perhaps I have found the right one for
Me to prove me wrong of doing the same
To me like the last lovers I lost who tore
My heart into a million pieces, but I though
I would never cry so many tears just for
The guys who messed with my heart.

From the moment I looked in your eyes
I fell in love with you.
Every time I talk to you I love you even
More every day.
The moment I met you I knew you were
The right one for me.

You say that you�ll never let me go
But in the end we both know
Our love can never last forever no
Matter how much we try to prevent
That ever happening.
Even thought of our love dieing
For each other makes me want to die.

It hurts when I think about you loving another.
It hurts when I see you with another when
You�re with me.
It hurts me when I think about you leaving
Me for another.
I�ve cried so many times, and gathered
All the pain from the past and prayed
You wouldn�t be the same as the other
From the past.

I cry all these tears of mine just for
You, and you don�t understand why I
Cry for you.
A million miles between us, will I ever
Be able to hold you?
A million miles between us, will I ever
See your face?

Yet when I talk to you, you make it�
Easy for me to believe everything
Will be okay between us.
Another day hoping nothing gets in between
Our love and feeling.

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I was to blind to see the truth 8-22-08


Trying to leave the past behind
trying to stop my racing mind
i was desperate to hear your voice
you were always there to catch me
when i fell
you are all im thinking of
can i ever find a way
to see what you feel for me?
and i cant hold back these tears
just knowing you're still here..
i was afraid to believe ever again
but i didnt wanna be just a
temperary thing to anyone ever again
its sad i was to blind to
recognize the truth when it came to
me to think you never really cared
enough to love me
i lost my faith....i had no clue
i didnt see....i couldnt think
but you never left me stranded alone
it wasnt that i didnt know the truth
i was just to blind to see the truth
that you really loved me all along
i was to afraid to get hurt again
but you were so good to me
i was so confued what to think
you were so unmoved
when i was so blind to see
you were the one who came and stayed close when you
were the hand that wouldnt let me go
i wanted to know just how you felt
i didnt want to loose you
and you couldnt seem to let it out
i was such a fool
but you were staying true

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I was to blind to see the truth 8-22-08


Trying to leave the past behind
trying to stop my racing mind
i was desperate to hear your voice
you were always there to catch me
when i fell
you are all im thinking of
can i ever find a way
to see what you feel for me?
and i cant hold back these tears
just knowing you're still here..
i was afraid to believe ever again
but i didnt wanna be just a
temperary thing to anyone ever again
its sad i was to blind to
recognize the truth when it came to
me to think you never really cared
enough to love me
i lost my faith....i had no clue
i didnt see....i couldnt think
but you never left me stranded alone
it wasnt that i didnt know the truth
i was just to blind to see the truth
that you really loved me all along
i was to afraid to get hurt again
but you were so good to me
i was so confued what to think
you were so unmoved
when i was so blind to see
you were the one who came and stayed close when you
were the hand that wouldnt let me go
i wanted to know just how you felt
i didnt want to loose you
and you couldnt seem to let it out
i was such a fool
but you were staying true

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How much longer ? - aug,26,08


Theres trouble in your heart
and your just letting your feelings
hide away in the dark
you can't seem to let it out
something's stoping you from letting
your deepes feelings in your soul
from telling me how you relly feel.
YOU SAY... You're the reason why im happy,
Why would you keep hiding your feelings
away from me
tell me i wanna know i'm dieing
on the inside wondering
why are you so afraid to tell me?
cause i can see
you're afraid to tell me.
YOU SAY...You're the one who is
someone i could be with through
everything,
IF i mean anything to you
dont be afraid to tell me
even if you have to turn me loose
cause i'm dieing on the inside wondering
will he ever tell me why/
does he evern trust me or even
love me evough to give it
a shot and let it out
YOU SAY..You're someone who i
could never find a replacement
for,
we both know we're ment to be
but, i cant hold on anymore
you cant ever answer my quistion
just how much longer
are you going to keep the silence
going
on hiding your feelings away from
me
you dont even know what this is
doing to me and makeing me feel
when you're keeping your feelings
silence away from me for
TEN months away from me
JUST HOW MUCH LONGER CAN YOU KEEP THE SILENCE GOING ON????

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