Ready to be hand in hand
So I can tell the world
You’re my man.
Ready to give you a kiss and
When I’m not around
You’ll daydream and reminisce
Ready to hold you and
When I speak, you’ll know
My emotions are true.
Ready to give you my heart
Knowing my love lives inside you
Weather near or apart.
Ready to be your future,
Ready to be your wife,
Ready to spend with you, my life.
Ready to be your joy,
Ready to be your pride,
Ready to give you hope, when
Obstacles come as a surprise.
Ready to know your secrets,
Ready to learn your fears,
Ready to wipe your face form
All your tears.
Ready to see you smile,
Ready to hold you down,
Ready to say three words
“I LOVE YOU.”
Never to leave a frown!
I climb to reach another level
I step to move forward
I walk to get to my destination
I run to seek justice
Love is a building block
Feelings need a foundation
A heart needs hands to be held
Love is a building block
Questions need answers
Thoughts need a mind to flow through
A desire needs to be fulfilled by pleasure
Love is a building block
A relationship need communication
Words need ears to listen
Faith needs hope to lean on
And your future needs eyes to see
Love is a building block, so
I climb to reach another level
I step to move forward
I walk to get to my destination
I run to seek justice
Life is time, and every minute
Counts on the clock,
Love is a building block
My body starts to shiver in the warm wind. Whistling in my ears as it passed by.
It’s just not right that you’re not by my side. The door seems cracked but not big enough for me to peep through, so I stand…
Phone ringing, but silence when I answer. Melodies of your name is on repeat
Gloomy mornings I arise from a dream, which you swept me off my feet
It’s just not right that you’ve gone; gone to a place you lay and call it home
While our hearts still entwine as one. Belonging with love and not with fate your
Disappointments should upset me, how I feel it’s too late, too late of apologizing
Because all you wanted was me, I was blinded by the past, and our future ended with three
Eyes wide open yet you’re unable to see, the chances we have, and what’s really meant to be
Lips seem sealed while words flow continuously, truth was revealed.
It’s just not right you had to lie. The betrayal was on your mind,
The deceit was carried right behind, behind the fact that you’re still in love
But I question myself no more;
I just ask and look above
It’s just not right.
When I open my eyes, and I feel
Life inside, joy overwhelms my mind
As our hearts beat as one.
Time has walked along where your movements make me aware…
Life inside, fills me up with pride, when I cry, you feel my interpain.
Though the father I’ve lost but from you I’ll gain.
Gain knowledge to teach, cherish and love…
But above all things I’ll support.
As my little life moves I knew you’re there,
through my moods, cravings and health.
I know when you get here you’ll be thankful,
with a big round head,
Skin of smooth brown,
Knowing part of me lives inside of you.
We still be one but live as two.
Waiting to be held
Waiting to be kept
Waiting for your lips to press upon mine
Waiting for the day loneliness
Would release for my mind
Waiting for the clouds to hide behind the sun
Wishing upon this star, wishing for my lucky one
Waiting to exhale
Waiting for new oxygen to breathe
Waiting for love to begin
Wishing the dreary moments would end
Walking with my head up high
Walking with a smile upon my face
Knowing I’ve been rescued, and
Past memories has been erased
Now on this side, my grass is now green
My sun now shines, my heart now races
Now that I’ve left the past behind
My soul mate seeking is now at rest
My compassion match has been the best
I fear that I’m no longer lonely
Because someone special has found me
He likes to be called t-money but his
Real name happens to be Tony!
I use to be fond of winter ‘til my nights started to chill without you lying by my side
Dawn arise and I’d fall asleep without the joy you kept a smile on my face
Autumn leaves now fall, the color kept mellow mild moods on my mind
Oh, what seasons I was fond of.
Time has passed with the equivalence of my love
Leaking out of my wound briefly, slowly, going on and on
Snowy days I awoke waiting to see the glorious smile,
Captivating moment I’d fall into your arms
Low whistling in my ear from the whispering wind that takes deep sighs of my breath away,
Patiently waiting for your presents… left alone with your absence. Still awaiting
The sun now shines where I stand but rain constantly showers over me
I stand… still… hoping for rescue, not for safety, but for comfort
Shaking dripping wet, drying my the moist tears that filled my eyes,
Wiping my face from the falling drops
I use to be fond of this summer day
That day you said you’d stay, instead you walked away
Shattered with low confidence, shame, hurt
But no grief while happiness lie on the other side of me
I’m just praying, praying that someone will come get me before the flowers start to bloom.
Bloom! Taking me away from the gloom filled heart I placed into someone’s hand to gently cradle
Slipping out his hand and broking to pieces all apart, leaking love that was kept tight in my heart.
I use to be fond of seasons ‘til I found out the meaning of why love changes cause the reason.
Vessel of live is
Where my blood pumps
Many times I felt a strain
But they always said
Love isn’t suppose to be pain.
The path is now narrow
Where you once lead me
My chin rests upon my chest
When your back turned against me
From that moment I knew
Our love was gone to rest.
Pupils widened as you stride away
Darkness overcame this valley
At the last site of you.
Emotionally beaten, physically accused
Is it her? Was it me?
Thinking thoughts I never knew.
Time has approached to renew myself
Now standing, not sitting
Waiting on my wings to fly.
I lost my pride long ago
Trying to compete for desire.
Allowing myself to cherish
This Day for love
I’m yet lonely with pure joy
Knowing im more than all the above
What you’re about to hear
May bring tears but some things
In life you have to fear,
It’s something that happen today
That I have to say.
Baby, i’m so sorry
You’ve been here and you’ve been there
Through the thick and the thin,
I went to the clinic to make a mend
And there they said our precious was dead.
I’m kind of happy but also sad
Because I know I didn’t have
the emotional stability
a woman should have.
Life continues and time goes on
We have the future to bring a little one
Loving you is all I need, and
One day we’ll have a seed.
Keep loving me and never end
Always know we’re lovers and friends!
{This was written to my from the love of my life}
My Dream Girl
I use to think of a girl like you,
When I met you my dream came true
And all I wanted to do is please you.
It was hard but I made it through
Now I’m sitting here reminding myself I got you.
Everything was alrite until I lied to you
I promised myself to be true
When we weren’t together
we always made it back to two
Girls tried to holla but it didn’t work ’cause of you
I can see myself spending the rest of my life with you
And now all I can say is “I love you”
Dedicated to:
My wife, love, and life
Tahari
I couldn’t tell you where it began
And I don’t know how it end.
A friendship endured that was
Failed and misunderstood.
As time went on I thought of
My faults, and still can’t find a
Clue of how a relationship of
Sisterhood fell apart.
You know when I write, it comes
From my heart;
You been on my mind when I go
Out and do things we usta;
It don’t add up.
At times I pick up the phone
And dial your number, I hang up
Because what friendship we did
Have, stumbled.
I can’t get the fact of how the day
Came, we didn’t talk, and it really
Didn’t feel the same.
Question asked: What happened?
I really wanna know. It’s like I
Knocked and knocked and there
Was no answer at the door.
You know I would’ve done anything
For you, no one could’ve took the
Initiation we had.
You weren’t my friend, I considered
You as a sister, more like blood.
Now lies, deceit, and hurt is in the passage
Between us, cause of the thoughts and words
Of others lie in the middle of us.
It may sound funny, but I wouldn’t waste my
Time thinking and ponderin’ of the question:
“Where happened to our friendship…”
Think about it, cause it’s not the fact of “I don’t
Like you”, cause that’s not true….
But if you don’t care, leave it behind.
If you do, take time to figure out, and let me know;
What happened to a friendship once endured but
Was failed and misunderstood....
Young girl, sixteen
With a lot of dreams,
Suddenly ran into the
Wrong thing and was
Blinded by a four-letter word.
Her friends once told her
He was no good, they already
Knew, and she didn’t think
They truly understood.
Mature as she was she would say
“I’m grown, I can handle my own,”
The young girl would look her
Family in the eye, as she would
Walk away while they weep and sigh.
As time went on he kept her in the
Latest fashion, she thought he was
Giving out of concern and passion.
One day came and he was ready for her,
Emotionally she felt guilty and deceived to
Have her innocence tooken, so naive.
She asked “why do you wanna do this to me,”
He responded, “It’s your time to pay respectively,”
He went on without proceeding to ask,
Never thinking of it again, she left it in the past.
This young girl started seeing other guys
Because she felt, he wasn’t her place.
Jealousy arouse, he was fed up and
Pleaded a case.
Little did the young girl know her life
Was in danger, told many times before;
Please just leave the stranger.
Once spoken for the heart
“I’ll love him ‘til death do us part,”
She meant this seriously as her
Day became dark.
Cursed by the black rose,
He said she belonged to him.
BOOM! Shot to the head, and
Her body remained motionless,
As she lied dead.
He took her hope, freedom and life
Without thinking twice.
He wanted her all to himself,
He felt that it was right.
Faces silent, full of tears
Surrounded in this cold world
Tormented without fear.
Walking slowly, he dropped a
Black rose in her coffin,
Staring around at others.
With his head hanging low,
He had to face reality,
And realize it wasn’t life
For him either anymore.
From the beginning
Death was going to partake
But everyone learns and are
Encouraged by their own mistakes.
Lesson learns is love doesn’t
Hurt or abuse.
Young girls, taking advantage
At times may be refused.
Being cursed by this rose because
Of the choice she chose
We know she’s with a better man,
Which is in God’s hands.
Make better decisions, or
Death will set in and night will fall,
Pay attention, young girls,
Please just listen, that’s all.
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Its oh so typical
You dont know where to go
Someones got you broken inside
But dont you give up hope
Its just transitional
True love will materialize, yeah
Youre gonna find it, but
Oh baby dont look for love
Dont you know that love
Will find its way to your heart
Yeah, youre gonna find it
But dont go looking for love
Dont you see that love is there wherever you are
Its all inside of you
Youre searching for a face
To fill that empty space
But nobodys got you open tonight
Be patient and endure
Oh baby rest for sure
There will be salvation in time, yeah
Youre gonna find it, but
Gotta find a way to tap into your inner place
And make you stronger
You gotta make it make you strong enough now
Gotta let the pain subside and liberate your mind
Hold on baby, love will arrive
Chorus until fade