The sweet chocolate roses in an apology for the salty tears stormed down my face, I look at you in your eye and hear the "Sorry" that you speak, yet I still taste the bitter even after I swallow the sweet. The excuses that were made up by the words that you don't deserve the credit, Where did you buy your lies? And why would you sell it? I cannot purchase the untrue reasons why I should forgive a man that gets on two knees and begs me to forget the long nights I was in his same position asking God why. I haven't heard the answer that is why I haven't replied. The aroma that smells like fresh baked cookies in the oven, yet the platter over cookies have already been devoured, is the same feeling when I look at you, I am expecting to consume myself with love that has already channeled through its phase, I have already fallen, yet stand wondering what is next. The script has been read, scenes have been deleted with forgiveness and repent, it's time I edit my life, please stop rehearsing what has already been recorded, in the pages of my diary, my conclusion has already been worded. My taste buds are tired of eating a bland meal so I starve like the empty stomach, because an empty heart can kill.
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