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Suicide
What if I completely disappear?

Will somebody remember me?

What if I have friends?

But are they real to me?

What will they think of me?

When I’m dead and in grave

Will they cry for me?

Will the stand next to me?

Principles of lust

The dark night surrounds me

I love those who love me,

And those who seek me find me,

I can’t take it anymore,

There’s no reason for me to be alive,

The cross of changes,

That moves through the fair sky,

Inside I’m so pale,

It’s all my state of mind,

I can’t leave it all behind

Home that’s where I belong

The eyes of truth

That still finds me though

One mans dream

I’m surrounded in

I’m fragile, I’m in pain

I want to kill myself today

What’s the purpose of me to live?

The miracle of illusion,

Justifying me

Nobody loves me,
Nobody cares for me,

Not even my family,

Not even my friends,

Nobody there for me

When I’m in so much pain

My feelings are being hurt,

I’m writing you my suicidal note,

I don’t want to live like that

Where people criticizes me a lot

I don’t want to feel the pain

That is hurting my own vain

I just want to kill myself

And drain in my own bloody hell

I just want to take that knife

And to stab my heart inside

And to think of it I might

Don’t even feel the pain insight

The time has passed to midnight

I might just take that knife

I’m walking to the kitchen

And opening that door,

I’m picking up that knife

Not thinking what will come

And holding in my hands

I’m going to my room

To make a DVD

To give you my last words

“Don’t worry about me.”

My face is going to tears

I didn’t know what to think

I’m thinking to myself

This is my last day to live,

So, I’m telling you wright now

“I love you all very much,

I’ll think of you forever

And we will keep in touch.

Just someday in heaven.

I’ll see you all out there.”

I’m picking up that knife

And taking my own life,

I felt the chill through my body

The pain is going away,

I’m asking myself

“Am, I already dead?”

My eyes are turning black,

My heart is stopping fast,

My hands are very cold.

They are stiff and not moving at all,

I’m dead, my body is cold,

I didn’t feel that pain at all.

Now that I’m turning all blue,

The red river of blood that surrounds me,

Now it’s all over the floor.

Now, that I’m on my way to heaven

Stars of journey,
As velvet morning rise,

Hidden from the rain

Purity of love in disguise

I’m breathing as Monday comes,

A heavenly gift has arrived to my home,

Crazy, as I’m running up that hill,

I’m pushing my limits,

And justifying my love,

The miracle of illusion

As dancing shadows come,

A heaven in my eyes

As the cross of changes,

I move through the fair sky,

As the gate opens to heaven,

And on one perfect sunrise,

I dream of machine,

That will teach me to whisper

As I hold your hands.

And the sound of still water,

Across an ocean of dreams,

As I’m asleep,

I know it is too late,

But it is my own fate,

I needed to escape

And be free,

As I open my eyes,

I feel free from my own kind,

And it let me pass in peace,

I needed to be released,

Now down I lie,

I did the suicide

Goodbye.

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