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I close my eyes alone in the tub. The bathroom has always been a silent
place for me. I sit and think of you for another hour. I wish so much
you could see all the pain you have caused.
I had fallen in love
once and that was with you, and not once I regret it. The love between
us no one could replace. The endless love making with your warm
embrace. I think of all the things that went wrong with us.
When you decided to become the big time player and I decided to change into,
what you wanted me to be. But i realized you should love me for me,
however you never did.
I truly miss you with all my heart and
nothing or no one will change that part. Sometimes I wish for the
strength to hurt you. However whenever I see you my body becomes weak
and I can barely speak.
I will get over you, it just takes time.
I need to let you go because your no longer mine. I am jealous of your
beautiful boy yet I do with for happiness in her world. Just to let you
know I will be ready. When you come back to me like you always do. But
this time I wont run back to you. I can say this so, its time to let me
let you go.
I'm over everything especially you. This is something
I'm willing to do. I cant get hurt again, its to much pain to take. My
heart isn't yet whole from the first heart break. I open my eyes, my
mind is clear. Am Awake At This time,

[drowning in my own tears]

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    • Jungle Jim shame on you, LOL not even a man should have to throw there selves at the feet of another, love is an equally shared process the way I see a relationship she should kneel before him and wash his feet and he in return should rise and sweep her off her feet, both show the embodiment of true love....Your poem was great the tub is a great place to cry, scream, and wash away the pain but remember you must rise from the tub and start anew as the tub also been the beginning of the grave for those that gave succumbed to there pain...looking forward to reading more of you works..
      • ive been through to that situation. sometimes its hard to let go. but sometimes it brought good things to us. cause that way you will be strong and knows how to be brave enough to face the fate that comes on our way. we have to accept the reality that people come into our life just to say hello and then to say goodbye. what we have to do is be thankful that in their stay the become part of our life and give us happiness too.
        • It's so nice to see men express love that runs this deep. I'm so sorry for your pain, and hope that your heart finds peace
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