My phone rang two weeks ago, Thursday
I didnt pick it up
But it rang
My phone rang two days later, Saturday
I didnt pick it up
But it rang
My phone rang Last week, Tuesday
I didnt pick it up
But it rang
My phone rang Last week, Thursday
I picked up
It was her, my ex
She was crying
So was i....
From my heart
She said she was sorry
For all the pain she caused
I said i was sorry
For not answering my phone
She said she was finished with her man
i apologized
She said she still loved me
i apoligized
again....
She said she wanted me back
I apologized
again....
She said her mom kicked her out
Silence....
She said she was going to kill herself
Tears, broken heart, anger
I sat in silence
She repeated herself over
I told her not to do anything
She insisted its what she wanted
I told her too many people cared
She said she didnt care
Dial tone.....
She hung up
I tried calling back
No answer....
Heart racing, full of worry
Teary eyes, pounding heart beats
Trembling, shaking
Ringing
Still no answer....
My phone rang yesterday, Wednesday
I picked up
It was her mom
Silence
I could hear her moping on the other end
My heart skipped a beat
A tear ran down my face
Finally, words....
She committed suicide on Monday night
Confusion....
If only i was there when she needed me
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