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My phone rang two weeks ago, Thursday
I didnt pick it up
But it rang
My phone rang two days later, Saturday
I didnt pick it up
But it rang
My phone rang Last week, Tuesday
I didnt pick it up
But it rang
My phone rang Last week, Thursday
I picked up
It was her, my ex
She was crying
So was i....
From my heart
She said she was sorry
For all the pain she caused
I said i was sorry
For not answering my phone
She said she was finished with her man
i apologized
She said she still loved me
i apoligized
again....
She said she wanted me back
I apologized
again....
She said her mom kicked her out
Silence....
She said she was going to kill herself
Tears, broken heart, anger
I sat in silence
She repeated herself over
I told her not to do anything
She insisted its what she wanted
I told her too many people cared
She said she didnt care
Dial tone.....
She hung up
I tried calling back
No answer....
Heart racing, full of worry
Teary eyes, pounding heart beats
Trembling, shaking
Ringing
Still no answer....
My phone rang yesterday, Wednesday
I picked up
It was her mom
Silence
I could hear her moping on the other end
My heart skipped a beat
A tear ran down my face
Finally, words....
She committed suicide on Monday night
Confusion....
If only i was there when she needed me

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    • danx fo all d commentz yal buh dis onez ta cutter...u sayin sometymz aint noone can help buh i gotta ask diz coz i mean all my lyf itz confused me how so many people go on hurtin demselvz whilst so many people surroundin em cea so much so how is it neone can even try ta help if dey aint open up n let uthaz in on dey problemz?no offense buh wit dis poem cumz alot of emotionz n i aint tryna take wha u sayin coz wen i hea people say dat itz jus shiz ta my earz...plain selfishness if u ask me tho! sorry cutter i had ta take wha u said ta heart coz behind dis poem layz a story!
      • WOW!!!!!!!!! =(
        • Yea Why Even Bother Commenting something like the ^^^^^ Cutter Seriously like phresh said behind this poem layz a story and i back you up all the way cutter because you are so write and im sorry for what happend to you read my poems and youll see how i know what its like my father got shot infront of me becuase he had told the BOY with the gun if he doesnt shoot him then he would shoot himself so their i sat 3 years old to watch my father get himself killed ive been through alot my mum overdosed on speed when i was 8 i was raped when i was 12 iv lived in 8 different homes so if you need a ear you can talk to me ....... send me a letter id love to hear from you! best wishes
          • I Meant I Back Up PHRESH Not Cutter NO WAY CUTTER.! PHRESH PHRESH PHRESH
            • Yes cutter is an insensitive fool. I lost my brother (Octocias on this site) 1 year ago, circumstances not too different. he actually passed 5 days befor your post. I am so sorry & my thoughts are with you my friend.
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