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  • I was standing in the bedroom when you came home. I had blood on my hands but maybe you din't know?.My mascara was streaming down my face along with the tears.Thick an blackened just like the years.You idn't ask ? Di you care ? You accually smiled to my empty stare.  A gun to my head tangled up in my hair...Did you thinkl I was stupid,missing the freedom I lost?/I needed you more than I needed my life..    Di you think you coul walk out and not pay the cost??//     I conte the steps to the kitchen to get a knife ... I walked the floor played with the trigger.... Would you ever return??     That is what I figured  ... I stood in the doorway a cord as my noose...wondering if I could o it or would I make an excuse???  Too bad I'm not selfish too bad I can't die.....I can't leave you alone Can't answer why    You don't even notice I'm here    Your a breokes record to me ...I don't know what life is aboput but this isn't where I should be... I could leave in the night like the sun an disappear.... But I.....   don't wanna fade but I don't wanna be here.... I WANNA BE LOVED,NOT USED.....want to be needed ,...NOt abused...I'm tired of being the cure to your fear of having no love...I wanna be the addiction something you can't get enough of... Can't you see I'm not the one .... Can't you set me free ... why can't you say goodbye.... Why can't you let me free  ?   .... WHY can't you leave me be...instead you trapped me   ..... you give me no space /...I hate you so much!!!! .....I don't wanna see your face!!! Why do you conemn me to death,and torture me like a witch......Why don't you just burn me at the stake !!Don't make me live with this... I can't take it any longer,......My breathe is going thin    You wanna take me down an I know your gonna win...........................