I like poems that try to express our pent up feelings that hurt. Writing is good way to vent them..Please don't cut! You seem like a really nice girl and I'll tell you that love when you're young is hard on your heart....but it gets even harder as you get older. Sadly the old loves...you can't rekindle them. They help us to learn more what we really want and need and hopefully somewhere down the road we find love again that will be lasting and kind to us. Hope you keep that quiet hope and let your hearbreak mend. Sometimes you have to let go of an old dream to make room for a new one.