• This inner struggle you're talking about.. I feel the horrible pain of it as I went through the same thing inside. Sometime the innner battle is harder than the one on the outside. Nobody can change your life...only you can but sometimes talking to someone who has confronted the same can help. I'd be glad to tell you the things that helped me to find hope in the face of adversity. People can pont to things...but it's like riding a bike...you have to feel it, you have to balance it but I might be able to lend a helping hand with a few things I can tell you. I'll just say this.....LOVE is already inside of you.