The first time I was in love, and possibly the last one, was 15 years ago and I still miss him. I wonder what became of him and if I was granted only one wish in this life, I'd ask for a chance to see him again. To tell him
I can't erase thoughts surcomed to passing
I can't tell you what's up or what's down
I can't find a place that I'm ever lasting
I find it hard to hide this frown
When I was eleven years old I met a wonderful guy that was only 10 years old and his name is Angel. He happened to move upstairs from my house in New Jersey and when I first laid eyes on him I knew it was love. I was very shy to talk to him but one day my mom told me that I had to walk him to school and I refused to because I was way to shy but I had to get the courage to talk to him. The next morning I got ready and rang his door bell and he came down stairs so we started walking and I brought him to his class.
Four years ago you changed my life
Who knew then that you would now be my wife.
Words can not describe how much your love means to me
I could have only dreamed then that we would have three children of
our own for everyone to see
I'm lost here in this dark world. Hiding behind my mask so that no one will know. They say don't live in the pasy but I just can't let it go. There's been too much pain in 15 years of life. So many times I have wanted to pick up that knife. It seems like no one ever understands me.
I have loved him for 6 years and yet I can't let him go he was the first guy I have loved forever and will always be.
His name is Mengo Lee he have always been a cherished spot to me and always is there for me to see him when I am in anguish don't know what to do.