Okay, I'm a senior in high school, and today it'll be one month with my first girlfriend. I could've had other girlfriends in the past, but I never started a relationship because I felt they wouldn't last and it wouldn't be worth the consequential pain. But with these girls, it's just so different.
I have tried everything to get you to love me again like you did before,
All that I want is your acception and nothing more.
I don't understand why I feel this way,
It is like I have to do these things and come what may.
Hi everybody! I'm back. But I feel like sh*t today. Just to let everyone know, I'm bipolar and half schizophrenic so I tend to have problems. I think about ways to kill myself and nobody ever finding out. Or ways to kill other people. Today I actually thought about killing myself at school.
You know I’m not expressive or sweet when we’re together but now I’m letting you know that I just don’t love you, that I’m supahh crazy about you, lolls. Seriously, you know it’s like... You're my shooting star because everything I've ever wished for is everything you are.
The things I feel when I'm with you are, unbelieveable.
When you hold me close and tight, I feel like nothing before.
There comes a time when you feel like there's no one else in the world you can be with. And that time has come. I love you, Brendan!