Never thought my heart would break
Didn't foresee that my trust would shake
All those promises you made, never knew were fake
Sleepless nights I spent for you, I no longer can take
I’m sorry
I’m sorry that I hurt you
I’m sorry that I gained your trust and then hurt you with what you told me
I’m sorry if I ever made you cry
I’m sorry I didn’t tell that you were suicidal
I’m sorry I got my friends to hate you
I’m sorry I got my friends to hurt you
Why do people kill themselves? Is it a cry for help? It hurts for me to believe that, because that would mean that I failed since I wasn’t able to answer her call. If it’s a cry for help than it becomes the responsibility of the people around them to stop them and I couldn’t.
Feeling a bone break and poke through skin
How hurtful the pain is from within
Destroying my soul slowly like a burning candle
The hate against me is too much to handle
In suicide, you may succumb to the very troubles you take arms against, for you cannot kill your eternal spirit. You change your location but not yourself or even your underlying problems.
I often Feel that nobody cares for me
It's as if everything I do, I'm decieved
everybody focuses on my wrongdoings
I never win because im always losing
Suicide is rather a question, than an answer!
What drives one to extremes, to see suicide as an answer? The same society that says its an answer, is persecuting people, driving them to the answer.