Oh my God...! “How can I tell my family about this? How can I raise this young one on my womb? Should I let him (Richard) know about it? Will I let this baby live? What kind of life can he/she get from me?
After few days, I deprived myself from seeing him. I can’t be stupid any longer. All this time, empi (emperador) became my friend. I drink, drink and drink. There were times that I don’t value myself anymore.
But how unfortunate life is… After giving my everything to Richard I heard this news. “I’m just a mistress!!!” Yeah, second, illegal, substitute and so on. Shocks!!! My whole world starts to fell down.
At first, it was just like a game between me and Richard. Because I’m a type of girl that starts up enjoy and ends up enjoying the game. I never expected that time will come I will love him the way I loved Gian.
And so, we start all over again but I can no longer give her back the trust I once gave her but then she wasted it. Eventually, Richard and I became lovers, but this time, I didn’t let Khaye to know about it.
One time, Khaye and I decided to have a bar hopping and we’re joined by my other friends. Alex was also with me, I introduced her to Khaye as well as my other friends. Too good Khaye and Alex became good friends also.
One time, Khaye, Richard together with his friends and I hanged out together. There was this emergency so I have to left Khaye to them. The next morning, Khaye was trying to give me corn bits as her peace offering to me.
Once again, they saw the bad side of me, wilder and more rebellious but I never change on how I treated my true friends, they were my strength and at the same time my weakness. I’ve had a lot a suitors, I neglected boys and as if I don’t see them.
I’m Kheicy, 18 years old… matured enough but still too young to experience and handle this kind of life I’m having right now. At this very moment, I’m dying!!!
People say I’m so blessed from what they can see.