It was my freshman year when my entire life would change forever. I was completely obsessed with a boy named Matthew for the past 9 months. I was convinced he liked me too. But I was wierd when it came to relationships.
Fear of rejection kept our love inside told my heart I didn't love you.
I lied I don't care if you think I'm crazy and I don't care if it turns out bad I've got no fear of loosing you.
You can't loose something you never had.
When one is rejected what does one do?
Does one retaliate
kill turning love into bitterness hate
ejecting everything in your heart caring for nothing but oneself or
Submitted by Vivviane
E-mail: berry_love_2000@yahoo.com
hi.. i was the one who had a problem about liking a gay / guy:-) i really was not rejected literally but i feel being rejected by him because i am very sure that he knows already how much i like him but then he is not doing anything like courting...i couldn't tell too if he likes me because he is really not showy and sometines he is a good pretender.
I do believe we will fall in love with each other someday. You my have your heart in a different place, but my feelings will never change. So I stay wishing for another day hoping to touch your heart in a way that can’t be explain. Day by day I watch you grow into the beautiful person you are. Your love is so strong it makes me cry knowing without you I’m lost.