She stands there with a smile on her face
inside she's crying and remembering memories
He has no idea how she really feels
even though she's standing next to him
I won't be hoping, I won't be waiting anymore
And I won't shed these tears just like before
I won't be loving you but I ain't closing my door
I'll no longer be an option and I won't ask for more
We all try hard to save something that we already know is not worth trying to save. We can never let go of the one thing that makes us hurt, but also makes us so happy. We try to make it better but it only ends up being worse.
About 4 months ago my boyfriend and I broke up. I was REALLY hurt by it, cause I loved him more than anything in the world! To this very day... even though I haven't talked to him since the night we broke up... I still love him with all my heart. I've tried everything to forget about it, but it seems like anything I try just brings more pain.