I wasn't sure which way to go, It was tempting to give up and let it all go, I'm strugglin in this world just to survive, I'm doing everything I can just to stay alive, but when your at the end of your rope you got to tie a knot hang on n try, I've already seen death and im not ready to die.
I meet him freshman year through a friend of ours when he came down to visit and by the end of the night we wouldn't leave each other's side. He went back home the next day and I figured oh well he’ll never be more than a friend. So we talked everyday after we meet and I started to realize that he was different from a lot of guys I hang around with. We started to like each other and it’s been that way till now.
Sometimes I wonder why I do this to myself, put up with everything that he is putting me through. Is it because I am afraid of not having him? Or am I afraid of falling in love with someone else? I have loved him since 16 he was my high school sweetheart and the love of my life.
Being next to you is where I love to be,
It takes away my worries and sets my heart free.
When I hold you in my arms nothing can compare,
I look into your eyes and I cannot help but stare.