hate my self for loving you.i hate the feelings i feel for you.it I hate that i get restless when i think of you.i hate how infect my mind with thoughts of us together.i hate the way my heart beats fast before i reach your door.i hate the
sitting there in the dark of the night,
talking bout how u and ur gf b*tch and fight,
and the way things used to be,
made me realised what u mean to me,
i hate how when i think of us i see her standing there...and when i ask about her...you say you never cared...that was just a lie and now i really kno how you feel about her and how YOU let me go...how she was more improtant...than i would ever be...and