Begin your sentence with the words of betrayal, I won't blame you at all
When I suffer from reckless oblivion, I'll pretend not to act appalled
And when you squeeze your anger deep into my engrossed body
You'll use an excuse to justify how disrespecting me is just a hobby
Balance proclaimed itself to the loudest bidder as the cowardice took pause
Stagnant bodies waited in denial without ever quite knowing the cause
Breathing was coincidental a midst the bellows made by foolish lungs
Now the pain can find us, now that the bursting blood bell has been rung
I am entangled in these thoughts of forever
Knowing blindly how controlling they seemed at the time
Raping my mind so brutally with your words
The feeling of worthlessness.