I believe that Jesus died on the cross for all of our sins and I have prayed and accepted his free gift but I just can't seem to shake my hatred for life. I don't want God to brainwash me into having a desire for life and cheesy smiles and fake handshakes from people at church.
As I sit here, I'm thinking of you.
I can hear your voice it's like a dream come true,
we have never met yet still I feel;
the only thing I can hope is that it's for real.