I remember that very day when I gave you my heart,i was so scared because lots of people have torn my heart all apart, but I figured it was time to move on from my evil past.
It's my summer and not once have I gone out with my friends, it's been my boyfriend and I, just the two of us. One night he went out and then I decided I wanted to go out.
I met him thru my sister at first we were close friends then one day he txt me and asked me if I wanted to come over his house I hesitated then I said yea come on over and pick me up!
Ever since I can remember I had a problem with thinking that I was in love but it just being infatuations. Coming to the beginning of September of 2004 I had been dating this guy David and thought that he and I were going to be together forever.
Hi well there’s this guy that called me from a friends phone at 1:18am and we were talking about everything and well we got to talking all the time! And we have so much and common and I know everything about him I mean EVERYTHING I even know his favorite poptart..lol.
Because my family says I have changed,
but yet I felt the same and I am not ashamed,
I guess I just never noticed the way I act,
but they say now it's just a fact,
but I still need to straighten my act,
Ray when I saw you for the first time on that Easter Weekend, I was negative, unhappy and didn't have much time for men. My heart had been broken and my life turned upside down. A Divorce, in debt, and health problems. A beautiful daughter that kept me going.
You have changed beyond what I can see,
Now everyday you just walk past me.
Sometimes I wonder if you were ever my friend,
And how you make me feel as though our friendship has come to an end.