I dont like writing what I feel in my heart,
I'm afraid to be so open that someone could rip it apart,
But for you I've descided that I'll take a chance,
Because I know that you care for me and you'll hold my hand,
So, this on again off again love relationship has kept my head spinning. I saw him across the room, he caught my eye, we hit it off and found out we had a lot in common! I was hooked on him from then on. Well, he lived (literally) 100 miles away, and my contacts down there found it necessary to keep me posted on his every move.
It's amazing how much can change over time.
I remember not too long ago it seemed as if nothing would ever be fine.
But I overcame the sorrow and the heartache, and have found a true love that promises to hold my heart and never let it break.
I was an only child a long way from home. I was off to college and the excitement of it all consumed my entire body. I was young 17 years old to be exact. My mind, as a 17 year old I thought had been fully developed but now as an adult it is easy to see that your mind is never fully developed and lessons of our adolescents are sure to haunt us for the rest of our lives.
When I look into your eyes I see the innocent person I hadn't known before, but now you've changed. Like the snow melts and flowers appear. Like the darkest Winter into the brightest spring. When I look into your eyes my world brightens and I feel that there is hope for love in my life.
I have wrote before about how I treat my boyfriend like crap because of how my ex-boyfriend who I dated for 4 years treated me. He cheated, beat me, stalked me and always told me he would kill himself if I dumped him. So I expect my current boyfriend to do the same things.