"As I sit here an ponder what the future would hold?
My heart and my head ask me questions that keep
repeating like a telephone ring.
Was our love affair only a momentary fling
Or only a sad song we were destined to sing?
Word expressed by you tells me of how I bring myself to downfall. You always seem to care but only when you hear my demise. I am not invulnerable but I know that I could still hold on. You said those thorny words like a whip of rose.
Sweet like a kiss, sharp like a razor blade
Find you when I'm close to the bottom
You can't appreciate the time it takes
To kick a love I always knew was kind of wrong
I sit down at night and wonder, what does life bring.
Hurt so far, I’ve felt nothing but pain,
I recall all the bullies calling me names.
Taunting me, so they could see me snap,
Slap, the reaction they wanted.
this is were it all beggian,it started with you
why is it everyday that i think of what's been done
with each accurence of a conversation it seemed are love grew
but when we fadded i fell through are deparcher, (u weren't the one in the long run)
you made me wanna kill myself, made me feel blue
but it was hard to let you go since it started with you