never thought i would come out to be the heartbreaker.
im being pressured by the guilt im carrieng inside.
you look at me with shame and confusion in ur eyes asking me why
i have no answer words stuck on my tounge. i look downn.
Well I suppose I’ll begin at the beginning. The summer after I turned 14, during the summer of 2005, I changed a lot from the person I had been. I started hanging out with a different group of people, chilling at the skate park, sneaking out at night for guys, drinking, smoking, doing drugs (weed and crack), partying a lot.