this weekend i was with some friends and there was a guy i used to date. well idk me n him started talking and he said he still likes me and i was haveing really strong feelings for him but u see we both are dateing someone n have been
raped by a guy i though i could trust a guy i thought loved me
the one purson i loved the one purson i could turn to
he took my love n trust and used it agenst me now hes scared that
ill tell he says ill kill u if ya
2nd thoughts of a guy u thought u loved when rilly u loved not him but someone from the past even though i no it wont last so all ima say is ima be free from all guys baby cant u see ur not the one for me im sorry!
when i was 3 my dad raped me n then moved out when i was 5 he moved back in n did it again then at age 6 he choked my momn we left the state of utah we moved to pierre n my life was great i had friends
hi im 16 n have been dateing the same guy for almost 7 months n when we talk he tells me he loves me n care n that in beautiful n that im the world to him!
but u see he all ways says ill call u back in 10 mins
I am a freak, I walk this planet. I don’t know my name,
My thoughts are melting into puddles,
Some days I am insane, I cannot say what’s in my heart or what I think in my brain,
I’m a freak walking the planet in constant pain,
Ok Dustin is a guy I dated then we went on brake! Well this is how I feel I can't stand him when I'm with him but when I'm not with him I go crazy he’s all I think about! I’d y he’s so mean to me he’s verbally abusive! I told him that to so now how uses it against me! Well idk I just don’t talk to him cause idk what to please help sinned confused lover girl.
When I met you for the first time I fell in love with you. I don’t know if you noticed but I was all smiley. I wanted you to be mine all mine but after a little bit you fond some other girl a better older girl. Then you broke up with her because she was not the right one.
Sometimes I wounder if you love me or if your playing me,
Sometimes I think you love me then I find out you hate me,
When you think you love someone and find out they don't love you it hurts.
Mom, I wish you trusted me. I wish you would talk to me when you were scared. I wish you would let me explain that they lied you know I wouldn’t smoke I’m not that kind of person. I wish you would just listen when I say that I don’t but of course you believe my brother over me.
You were there for me when I was down,
You were there when I had a frown,
You were there when I tried to kill myself,
You were there when I wanted to runaway,