My ex-boyfriend and i were college buddies. we both hang out with the same circle of friends way back. We were together for 5 years, and i really thought of myself that he's finally the one. but things fell apart. he cheated on me. i never thought he could do
I just wanna say that i really like you alot! But sometimes, you do act like a jerk and it makes me uncomfortable. I do not know what your game is, but whatever it is, please don't play too hard on me. You see, I'm weak too. I don't
Dear diary,
I saw him passing my way. I didn't know what to do. I used to smile and greet him but I feel so awkward so I looked the other way.Besides, he's the star of the basketball team, he'll never notice a geek like me.
The rain reminds mehim. How cold he is, how gloomy he made me feel, how much tears I shed for him, how much damage he caused and how stupid I am for still wanting the rain!
While you gave her flowers, you gave me thorns.
While all she did was smile all I did was mourn.
While she was so happy, I felt so blue.
Because while you loved her, I was loving you.
How could I have been so blind and not seen that you only wanted to be friends? Oh yes, I know why. Because you acted as if we were more than friends. you built me up only to le me fall, and not help me back up again, and here I am. I am on the ground, crying over what could have been.
I sometimes wish I could be like you. Being able to get so close to people who you really have no intention of being close to. Letting people get so close to you, only to push them away. but then I remember, I could never be like you, I have a heart.
Why is that that when girls fall in love, we cry, we hurt, and it feels like we got kicked right in the stomach when he says goodbye. But when we say "goodbye", all of that happens to usagain. Because all he's doin is walking away free, and no caringat all.
You ask me if I love you and I don't answer. Well, the truth is I do love you and I don't want to admit it, not even to myself, because if I love you, then I am opening myself up to be hurt by you. I know how you are. You hurt people without even a second thought.
While you were busy holding her, my heart is slowly tearing apart. When you were staring at her, my soul is slowly drifting away. But when you kissed her, in that split second, I thought I died.
Since the day you said goodbye, I've been counting the days when hopefully you'll be back in my arms again, but something scares me, becasue I might be counting for the rest of my life.
Watching you walk out of my life does not make me bitter about love. But rather makes me realize that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person, how great it will be when the right one comes along.
They say memories last forever. I sit here, thinking about you, and all the times where I had you by my side. I remember the smiles that crept on ym face and the happy tears that rolled down my cheeks.