Here I am sitting as I am..
Dazed with illusions confusions cluttered within...
Learning promises are not always promised to remain..
Now lurking shadows of doubt how quitely promises are suddenly taken away.
Where do I start? Just where do I begin??
I know not of what, who, how, where or when…
So many emotions intertwining around me and within…
Is it possible that this truly could be where sadness will release this captive Heart?
I have filled these voids full of hurt&is ALL I can I take…
These pains and tears have flooded my heart, soul&spirit…
In fact truly the me I once knew they have drowned out all together…
All that I am, All I can do, All there is 4me 2give…
I know not of what is to be...and care not to recall the what was...focusing on the here and now, with a thought mindful towards this next evaporating moment...
As to the reasons I’m consumed with all this Pain
Is reasons as to what is literally driving me insane
Is it so true that this hollow senseless void used to be considered my heart?
Hey what you say to a man who is going grey. Do you give him the mic. Hoping he has something to say? Where do I find myself in this land of the lost and confusion? Put the trophy up on the top shelf! Is this true reality, or the grand illusion.
As my eyes open to see another day...
I try to reflect upon it in a different way.
The dreams that I held so strong and true...
Well... they used to consist of me and of you.
I have but only minutes to say all I need to say,
This pain should be getting easier every day.
Have just this little thought as you go about your way..
Should the reality of the the truth of trust,
Where do I start, how do I explain...
This insanity mixed with so much pain.
Words are so meaningless often times it seems...
Shattering hopes, promises, and dreams.
When I picture our first embrace...
The feeling of my heart starts to race.
The look in your eye and touch of your hand...
Is ever so pretty and incredibly grand.