Why is it so hard to erase you from my head?
I fake a smile but it all ends when its time for bed.
I have already started seeing someone new, but it kills me that he’s not you!
We’ve been here before is this all a big act?
It seems every time she leaves you, you come running back.
Everything your saying I have heard in the past, I just block it all out and think "maybe this time it will last".
Baby I’m trying if you don’t believe me its true.
I've never had this feeling that I’m having for you.
Were drifting slowly and I keep asking why?
Please don’t tell me this is your way of saying goodbye.
I still remember the first time we met; I’m my head I thought you I’d never get.
There was something about you that caught my eye, that’s what made me not want to try.
I never asked for the sun, nor did I ask for the rain.
I never asked for these feelings, and I never wanted this pain.
I never asked for forever, nor did I ask for your lies.
I never asked for eternity and these never ending cries.
I don’t want to look into your eyes; they'll just deceive me with your lies.
I don’t want to let you back into my heart, because I know you will tear it apart.
I don’t want you to look at me and smile; it will only make me cry a long while.
We started out as just good friends, but that’s not where this story ends.
My heart was still healing from the one before you, and then when you asked me I wasn’t sure what to do.
You were my first love; I think that you were sent from above.
You helped me get rid of all of my fears, and you were always there to dry up my tears.
You were the air I needed to breathe, why did you have to leave?
How could this happen in a blink of an eye?
I never thought this day would come when I would actually have to say goodbye!
Now you’re with her but she just doesn’t know.