So easy to fall in love, yet so hard to let go,
I think about you with almost every song I hear on the radio.
No matter where I'm at or what I'm doing,
everyday it's still your love that I am pursuing.
As I look into the future as far as I can see,
I can see nothing except you being with me.
You are in all of my dreams whether I'm awake or asleep,
My love for you is not going anywhere ‘cause it's way to deep.
Janelle please tell me what I should do,
I love you and I can't stop thinking about you.
Should I move on and just forget,
Everything we did and shared since we first met?
I will love you today as well as tomorrow,
being in love with you still brings me tears of sorrow.
I would give anything to see your beautiful face,
to kiss and hold you with my warm embrace.
I just want you to know your still deep inside my heart,
I love you Janelle even though we are apart.
I just thought I'd write you one last poem,
just to let you know I'm still waiting for you at home.
I love Janelle again today,
my love for her will not fade away.
I try to think of the bad things she did to me,
yet with her is still where I want to be.
I love you Janelle with all my heart,
my love for you is tearing me apart.
I'll never be able to get you out of my mind,
true love took me thirty one years to find.
As I sit here in my room all alone,
I sit here waiting by the telephone.
I keep hoping that it will ring,
I'm hoping it's your voice in which it brings.
Everytime I think of you Janelle I begin to shake,
this pain I'm feeling I can no longer take.
My mind begins to wander in all directions,
my heart bleeds from this infection.
Wednesday night as we laid on the floor,
I finally thought your heart was opening up some more.
As you laid half naked with a smile on your face,
we talked and kissed and shared a warm embrace.
As I sat all alone drinking a cup of tea,
The phone rang and it was you asking for me.
You asked me if I was gonna stop up,
I said "Yeah as soon as I finish with this cup."
Show me the light in which I can find myself,
I'm lost in this dark place with nobody else.
True love always we are meant to be,
thats why God sent you down to me.
As I sit here waiting for you to show,
my love for you just continues to grow.
I love you more than these words can say,
I love you in each and every way.
Do you know how much I love you Janelle,
without you I feel like burning in hell.
Knowing you still love me, makes me want to cry,
Knowing your still with him, makes me want to die.
I woke up this morning and I looked up to the sky,
I asked the man behind the clouds, why Jesus why?
He said "come with me and I'll show you" and he took me by the hand,
He said "climb the highest mountain and look upon the land"
With your hand in mine,I'll set you free
My love for you, forever it will be.
These words I speak from my heart,
My feelings so strong even when we're apart.
Stay with him or come back to me,
I don't care anymore as long as your happy.
Life's to short just to throw away,
Just be happy for the rest of your days.
As I sit here all alone,
I remember the last thing you said on the phone.
Your exact words were "quit calling me"
but these words are hard for me to believe.