Kill me. Just let me die. Take me, God. NOW! As you can clearly see, crazy crazy thoughts rampaged through my mind. Here it goes again: that feeling when you're depressed and sad, and nothing can cheer you up, and all you want to do is cry.
I could still hear Eddie's voice screaming out those last words to me, "I'M GOIN TO MARRY YOU THERESE!!!!" I couldn't believe what he said. Did this guy just ask me to marry him? Wait, no. He demanded to marry me. What did those words mean to him?
When I was 17 years old, I decided to become a foreign exchange student for one year, and moved from New York City, to London, England. There, I lived with my good friend Emma and her loving family.