I try to control my emotions but they always turn back on me when I do...
They shift me from reality and push me far from you.
They burn inside and I donэt know how,
I can't keep on waiting for my hurt to wash away
Hoping it will laeve all of a sudden someday.
The memories still pierce my mind,
I just cant seem to leave it all behind...
Cover me with love for all I recieve is hate.
Give me joy to make my path straight.
I can't take it no more...
The pain is getting stronger than before.
If only people realized it was her last night,
And all she wanted to do was make it allright.
Escape the pain that haunted her dreams...
Escape the denial that was deeper than it seems.