I am in love with what i used to hate , i am in the arms of the one i used to run away from, i go to sleep to the voice of who i used to stay awake to.
Hurt is a pain which my heart is addicted to and
i would do anything for you to feel the way you used to , i would do anything to hear you laugh on my not so funny jokes . i would do anything to hear you say i want to talk to you . staring at my phone , waiting
Pieces of my heart hold hurt in their soul and cry out any life left in them in its tears . silent and empty moments filled with broken promises ; is where loneliness lives with me . Numb and cold memories have become the meaning to my love and meaningless
Hanging on to the edge of our memories ; afloat my crimson heart , Lying like lifeless somewhere in between hurt and loneliness ; i cry out for your name. Tears in my eyes and numbness in my soul , i hear the silence encroaching my heartbeat and darkness fading
In this silent conversation with my shadow , i ask for its help to look for my smile ; drowned in the tears . i make friends with numbness to ease the pain which calls my heart its home . i look for refuge in our memories to only
How much more can this heart break ,how much more can life live on its tears . the shadow fades away into the darkness and days go by in pretending who i used to be . your memories comfort my numbness and thoughts of what it could have been brings
Are you the hurt that was destined to my love , are you the loneliness that drowns my life in my tears , are you the emptiness that fills between my heart and my soul ..........are you .... you are ........ what's left of me
Looking for our memories in my tears ,Looking for you in the after burn of my life ...... Looking for us in the hurt that you left behind , dont know why i am cant find myself ........ lost in the darkness of our last moment , lost in the
i woke up to real life today ...... nothings is real here except my hurt , the darkness around me and the numbness helps , i have nothing to lose except for what u left of me and i am a stranger to who i used to be , trying
i woke myself again , i tried to feel life today but at look who i am ... look at what you have made of my life , nothing except the pain is real ,everyday i focus on the numbness to try to forget it all ... hurt eats the